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Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
Relationship: Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian
Characters: Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji, Lan Sizhui, Lan Jingyi, Lan Xichen, Lan Qiren
Additional Tags: Semi-Public Sex, Public Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Anal Sex, Sex in the cold springs, Mutual Pining, Grief/Mourning, injury revery, Ethical Dilemmas, this story had two working titles: Emotional Edging andBoners for Justice, it takes a long time for them to bone but they get there, Risk Aware Consensual Patience, Edgeplay sort of, 22K words of sad horniness, Happy Ending, Just the tip but not the way you’re thinking
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The funny part is - and it is a little funny, even if Wei Wuxian has no one left to share the joke with - they never have. Not anything. He has never kissed any part of Lan Zhan besides his slim hands; never been even partially undressed with him anywhere besides a miserable, xuanwu-infested cave. It’s always been like this between them, this simmering need, this desperate understanding: a knowledge so deep that it lives somewhere in his bones, that if he wanted to have Lan Zhan he could have him, and if Lan Zhan wanted Wei Wuxian he could have that too. But they never have.
A Lot of Edges Called Perhaps - hansbekhart - 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Gathered Herbs & Sweet Grasses
20 k, No Rating (I’d give it a G, maybe a T for grief and recovery topics), wangxian
Summary: Later, when he’s older, it’s this that A-Yuan will remember most: the stretch of silence, the two of them both dirty and shaking with fever, as he looked at Brother Rich, and Brother Rich looked back at him.
My comments: Ah, fuck, this story is gorgeousand it is KILLING me. Lan Wangji’s grief is so visceral and pervasive. POV A-Yuan and Lan Xichen show him silent, and trying, and brushing up against being suicidal if he gets pushed just a little bit (Xichen has to stop his uncle a couple of times, from pushing him too far). (POV jumps around for the whole story, even including Lan Jingyi near the end, and it’s very enlightening to see this tale from so many angles.)
Excerpt: “Is this your kid?” Sandu Shengshou says abruptly. “He looks like you.”
Lan Sizhui looks up. The question curls unpleasantly in his stomach. He’s never been asked, not outright, not like this. Everyone in Cloud Recesses knows who Lan Sizhui is, but equally they all know what Sizhui isn’t. When neither of them say anything, Sandu Shengshou laughs. “No,” he says. “I don’t suppose there’s any woman who would have caught your eye, Second Master Lan.”
Lan Sizhui frowns. He doesn’t understand what Sandu Shengshou means, not really, but it sounds bad, like an insult. “Hanguang Jun is my father,” he says, as firmly as his rabbit heart will allow.
Faintly, too soft to be heard over the sound of water, Lan Wangji exhales. His eyes are unfocused, unsteady, aimed somewhere in the middle distance. His expression doesn’t change, not more than it ever really does. Only the miniscule parting of his lips betray that he feels anything at all, much less that he is breathless and overwhelmed: so sad that he feels it as a mortal wound, so furious that he would probably choke if he tried to give voice to his contempt.
Lan Wangji has known for years that grief is a tree without roots, that it cannot be dug from the heart by any ordinary means. He lives with his sadness the way he lives with the scars on his back, without hope that either will fade until the seas run dry and the mountains crumble. He has put ten thousand li between himself and the things he can never have, never undo -
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So this is how Lan Sizhui grows up, slowly becoming stronger and settled and more confident in himself, his peers, and his security with his father. And thus 13 years pass, until one day they meet Senior Mo, and his father brings him home… and smiles.
grief/mourning, injury recovery, recovery, hurt lan wangji, discipline whip, sick a-yuan, heartbreaking, happy ending, growing up, 13 years, healing, love, parenting, lan wangji is a good dad, lan xichen loves his family, protective lan wangji, lan sizhui’s intriguing cultivation, @hansbekhart
Thank you so much for the rec!! <3
Had a great time at AnimeNYC ! Thanks for the commissions guys! ❤️
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