#my boy my boy my boy

I hate hate how nothing nice comes up when I Google Charlie Shelby.

I hate how horrible things come up.

I hate how Tommy has never loved him and has never wanted him around.

I hate how Tommy doesn’t care weather Charlie lives or dies.

I hate how I’m the only fan who cares about Charlie.

I really hate the way Tommy kept hugging Ruby when he arrived home from Boston.

I hate how he didn’t treat Charlie the same way.

Even when Charlie ran over to him he ignored him.

I’ve just read a horrible fanfic of Tommy hating Charlie.

I hate how he has always hated him.

Watching that last meal scene in the final episode I hate yet again the threatening way Tommy talks to Charlie.

I hate how he keeps saying to him you hear me.

I WISH THAT HE LOVED CHARLIE THE WAY HE LOVES RUBY

I feel so stupid not noticing the signs in other series of Charlie not being loved.

He never had any toys and there was toys everywhere once Ruby was born.

In the very last moment in series four when Tommy had just been elected an MP Charlie was walking with Polly and wasn’t with his daddy.

Lizzie was stood there waiting with Ruby and Tommy lifted Ruby high in the air to show her off. He’s never shown Charlie off. He also had that big smile on his face. He has never smiled at Charlie like that.

Charlie was still with Polly. It was like he wasn’t a member of the TommyLizzieRuby family.

All through series five you only ever saw Ruby playing with toys. Charlie has never had any.

Ruby ran up to Tommy in the first episode. Charlie has never done that.

After Tommy had rescued Charlie from the land mines he made him walk back to the house on his own.

Then in the last episode of series five Tommy didn’t go to Charlie’s violin concert.

I wish that someone could tell me why hasn’t Tommy ever smiled at Charlie the way he is always smiling at Ruby?

Looking back at old scenes it upsets me that Tommy has never smiled at Charlie the way he’s always smiled at Ruby.

I can safely say that he’s never smiled at Charlie.