#my poor baby

leviverse:

the fact that levi lost his entire special squad because of eren fucking jaeger still haunts me to this day the jaeger brothers literally took everything from him for four seasons straight

needless to say eren or zeke were far from my favorite characters

In the second episode of series six Charlie did run over to Tommy when he got home. But I hate how Tommy didn’t give him a big massive hug like he did Ruby. He also still had to have his arm round Ruby when he said hello to Charlie.

I HATE IT!

I wish that when Polly visited Tommy in his dreams she had kicked his arse about not loving Charlie.

I hate how it’s because she didn’t love Charlie and only loved that fucker Ruby.

I hate how Charlie was only loved in season three.

I hate how Ruby still got carried when she was 7 because Charlie didn’t when he was that age. Charlie hasn’t been carried since he was two.

The fact that Charlie would rather live with Lizzie than Tommy proves that Tommy has never loved him.

It upsets me so much because Tommy adores Ruby and has been an amazing dad to her.

I hate how he doesn’t adore Charlie the way he adores Ruby.

I hate how nobody loves Charlie.

I hate how Charlie was only loved in season three. After that nobody loved him or cared about him and he had to look after himself and he never had any toys.

I hate how he’s never had teddies like fuck face Ruby always has.

Tommy still wears the personalised wedding ring he had when he was married to Grace round his neck.

He also still has a lock of her hair after all this time.

So why does he hate the son that he had with her?

Why doesn’t he love him the way he loves that fucking daughter of his?

I hate how when Tommy killed Charlie’s horse he never got him another one.

I hate how in the finale he was in the stables standing near Ruby’s horse crying and sniffing the horses mane to the brats scent.

I hate how he doesn’t love Charlie like that.

I hate how he was horrible to Charlie in that scene.

I’ve just been to pick up a prescription from out of hours and I saw this little boy who only looked about 2. So he was a lot younger than fucking Ruby. His temperature was so high all his hair was wet. Only his mum was with him. His dad wasn’t there.

Tommy rushed home from parliament to be with fucking Ruby when her temperature was really high.

He was also screaming at the doctors that he needs to be with his daughter.

I hate how he wouldn’t be like that if it was Charlie.

He did nothing to get Charlie back when he was kidnapped. He made his family do it all.

I hate the way Tommy was screaming and trying to push past the doctors and nurses and shouting that he needs to be with his daughter. I hate how he wouldn’t do that if it was Charlie.

I was also younger than Ruby when I got ill and no one was screaming that they had to be with me.

If my mum couldn’t of been with me she would of just told me to be a big brave girl.

I hate how Tommy is so in love with his daughter and has never loved his son in the same way.

I hate how Tommy didn’t care about Charlie being at risk from getting TB.

I hate how Tommy wouldn’t wear a mask in the hospital because he loves his fucking daughter so much.

I hate how he was stroking and kissing the brat and calling her my darling.

I HATE HOW HE’S NEVER LOVED CHARLIE THAT WAY

I’m also upset because on one of the double framed pictures on Tommy’s desk he had a picture of Charlie and Ruby together. But on the other side it was just a picture of Ruby.

I hate how he has more pictures of Ruby then he does of Charlie.

I also hate how on family pictures of them all together Charlie was next to Lizzie and not Tommy.

I hate how Charlie has no relationship with his dad.

I hate how in episode six when Tommy was going to kill himself and was looking at pictures of his family he didn’t have any pictures of Charlie there.

I hate how I read that Tommy was heartbroken when his daughter died. Because he wouldn’t be heartbroken if his son died.

He wasn’t heartbroken when his son was kidnapped.

It really upset me how Tommy was going to kill himself so he could be with Ruby and he told Charlie in a nasty way that he has to go away for a while. I hate the way he said to him look at me. He would never talk to Ruby like that.

I hate how Tommy hates Charlie.

Tommy didn’t even hug Charlie goodbye at the meal and told him to look after his mum. Even though that women isn’t his mum. She doesn’t love Charlie. She only loves her precious brat.

Charlie hates his dad. But Ruby is a daddy’s girl slut.

I hate how Tommy is dad of the year too one kid. But then worst dad in the world to the other.

I don’t care that this is fiction. It has really upset me.

I didn’t watch the last episode of Peaky Blinders.

I couldn’t bare too because of Tommy just wanting to be with Ruby and hating Charlie.

What I’ve heard about it is just horrible.

I hate how Charlie would rather be with his step mother then his dad. It just proves how horrible his dad has always been to him.

I hate how Tommy was going to kill him self so he could be with fucking Ruby.

I saw the meal scene and I hate how Tommy told Charlie to look after his mum. Charlie is a kid. He still needs looking after.

I hate how Charlie has always had to look after himself.

I hate how Tommy and Charlie have no relationship.

I wish that Tommy and Charlie had the sort of relationship Tommy and Ruby have.

I hate how Tommy never even hugged Charlie goodbye.

I also saw on someone’s gif Charlie knocking on a window and saying dad come out. I’m scared about what that is.

I just hate how Charlie isn’t loved the way Ruby is.

I hate how Charlie has never called his dad daddy.

I’m sick of that fucking brat Ruby saying daddy all the time. I hate how she’s such a fucking daddy’s girl with her gorgeous daddy.

I wish that Charlie had a loving relationship with Tommy.

I hate how Tommy wishes it was Charlie who had died and not Ruby.

I hate how Charlie has no one and nobody loves him.

I hate how he has no friends or nothing and he’s never had toys.

Why can’t Tommy love both his kids the same?

Charlie is going to be really fucked up when he grows up. He’s already fucked up.

It upsets me because if Ruby hadn’t died she would of grown up happy and not messed up attall. And everyone would of loved her.

Ruby Shelby has the best dad in the world.

But this amazing daddy is an absolutely awful one to his son.

WHY CANT HE LOVE BOTH OF HIS KIDS THE SAME?

I feel so thick and stupid thinking that Tommy has ever loved Charlie.

Charlie has been neglected since season 4. It was only in season 3 when he was a baby that he was treated nicely.

I hate how Ruby is everywhere and everyone loves her. I’m sick of seeing the spoilt fucking bitch.

I hate how Charlie has never been spoilt.

I hate how I’m the only fan who cares about Charlie and probably the only person in the world who does.

I rewatched a Peaky Blinders scene today. It was episode 2 of season 4.

It was the beginning when they were back in Small Heath.

Charlie was asleep in bed in Tommy’s old room and I’m really upset because he didn’t have a teddy in bed with him or anything.

Ruby always had loads of teddies.

I hate how Charlie has never had any toys.

Also Tommy wasn’t sitting by his bed and stroking his hair and kissing his hand like he did with Ruby.

He wasn’t even looking at him.

I hate how Tommy has never looked at Charlie.

I HATE HOW CHARLIE HAS NEVER BEEN LOVED THE WAY RUBY IS AND HAS HAD TO LOOK AFTER HIMSELF FROM A VERY YOUNG AGE

I’m worried about my parents friends staying this weekend because I’m scared that there going to say that this series of Peaky Blinders was far better than the others.

I’m scared that they are going to say that Tommy with his little girl was so beautiful. I don’t want people thinking like that because I wish that Charlie was loved the same way.

This couple only have one child. A daughter. I’m scared that especially the man will be saying that about Tommy and his little girl. They also have two grand daughters as well.

I wish that Charlie was loved the way Ruby is. I don’t want to hear it’s because he’s a boy because all children need love.

I hate how Charlie has never had the loving relationship with his dad that Ruby has.

Tommy looks so fatherly and I wish that he adored Charlie the way he adores Ruby.

I hate how he doesn’t care about him because he’s a boy and he reminds him of Grace.

I hate how Tommy wouldn’t care if Charlie died.

I hate how Tommy said that he misses the weight of carrying Ruby. Because he has never carried Charlie. Except when he was a baby.

I hate how Tommy only loved Charlie in season three and never loved him after that.

My dad is a complete twat because he doesn’t care about Charlie. He told me that he doesn’t give a fuck.

I’m also a girl and my dad has never been protective of me and has always wanted me having boyfriends. All the dads never want their daughters to have boyfriends.

Tommy never wants Ruby to have a boyfriend.

But he hates Charlie because he has no friends and is never going to get a girlfriend.

Even in season three when Tommy loves Charlie he wasn’t as upset when he was kidnapped as he was about Ruby being ill and dying. He didn’t throw up about it like he did over Ruby.

Charlie is such a gorgeous little boy and I wish that he had the love and affection of his father that Ruby has.

The fact that Charlie would rather live with Lizzie then Tommy was the final straw for me. That last episode proved that Tommy has never loved Charlie.

Why has Tommy been a perfect dad to Ruby but an awful one to Charlie?

When other men have lost the love of their life they absolutely dote on the children they have had with them. So why doesn’t Tommy dote on Charlie?

Why did Tommy hate it when Charlie asked for him one morning and not Grace?

I hate how at the meal everyone was horrible to Charlie and someone walked past him and hit him. I hate how they don’t all adore him like they adore fucking Ruby.

I’m scared that if Grace hadn’t died she wouldn’t of loved Charlie the way Lizzie loves Ruby.

I hate how Tommy has never shown Charlie off and held him high in the air like he did to Ruby at the end of season four. I hate how Charlie was with Polly and not with his dad.

I hate how Tommy has never shown Charlie off and nobody has ever made a fuss of Charlie.

I hate how Charlie has never been picked up.

I hate how Charlie had to look after himself when he was only three.

I hate how Charlie has never been carried like Ruby always has.

I hate how the only time Tommy kissed Charlie was when he got him back after being kidnapped.

I hate how he’s always kissing fucking Ruby.

Why has Steven Knight made up a little boy who nobody loves?

I’ve always hated Grace. But she is the only person who has ever loved Charlie. But she doesn’t love him as much as Lizzie loves Ruby.

I hate how Charlie has never had parental love and he’s always had to watch everyone adoring and worshiping his sister.

He has to watch that bitch sitting on her gorgeous little chair that is like a throne.

I hate how Charlie has never had a gorgeous little chair.

I hate how Charlie has never had any toys.

WHY CANT CHARLIE BE LOVED?

I hate it when there’s two kids in the same family and one is neglected and abused and the other is adored and worshiped.

I want Charlie to be carried by his gorgeous daddy.

I want Charlie to be kissed and cuddled by his gorgeous daddy.

I got worried seeing them talk about the downton Abbey movie on the news. Because when the Peaky Blinders movie is realised their going to be talking about that.

I hate how it will show the ending scene of Tommy with fucking Ruby.

I HATE HOW HE DOESNT LOVE CHARLIE THE SAME WAY!

He’s always desperate to have fucking Ruby in his arms. WHY HASN’T HE EVER BEEN DESPERATE TO HAVE CHARLIE IN HIS ARMS?

All he’s ever done to Charlie is leave him on his own and never spent any time with him.

I hate how he only loved Charlie in season three.

I hate how how he’s never carried him or hugged him or kissed him since season three.

I HATE HOW HE DOESN’T ADORE HIM THE WAY HE ADORES RUBY

Charlie would rather live with his step mother then his dad. That proves that his dad has never loved him.

I hate how Tommy won’t let Frances give Charlie any love.

I don’t want them to make that fucking film.

I hate how there will just be flashbacks of Ruby all the way through it.

I hate how Tommy wouldn’t care if Charlie died.

I hate how everyone on that show hates Charlie.

I hate how at the last supper someone walked past the table and hit Charlie.

I hate how Charlie isn’t loved the way Ruby is.

I hate how Tommy doesn’t love Charlie attall.

I hate how Tommy has never loved Charlie the way he loves Ruby.

I will always hate how Tommy didn’t even hug Charlie goodbye.

Peaky Blinders series six has added to the illness I have. It’s upset me so much because nobody loves Charlie.

I hate how he’s never been loved the way Ruby is.

I hate how nobody cares about how much this has affected me.

Everyone just laughs at me and refuses to talk to me about it.

Some even say that I’m stupid for thinking Charlie isn’t loved. But they don’t tell me about how he is loved the way Ruby is. They just get angry with me and tell me I’m not right in the head.

Charlie was only loved in series three. I wish that people could tell me something about him being loved in series 4 and 5.

I hate the way he was treated in series six. I hate how Tommy hates him and is abusive to him. I wish that Tommy loved Charlie the way he loves Ruby.

I wish I could see Charlie being loved when he’s big like Ruby. But I hate how he was only loved as a baby.

I’m also really scared because of my illness and I hate how the bleeding won’t stop.

I hate hearing about MPs now because it just makes me think of Tommy being an MP and everyone loving him and loving how he loves his little girl.

I hate how nobody cares that he doesn’t love Charlie.

I hate how nobody in parliament know that he even has a son.

They all just love fucking Ruby.

I hate how nobody would care if Charlie died and Charlie has never been allowed to be a child.

Charlie has had to look after himself since he was three.

Lizzie has never looked after him. She just sees him as company now Ruby is dead.

It gets to me that you never see Charlie playing with toys or running round like kids do.

He’s always had to just sit there and never had any toys or anything.

I hate how Ruby has always had millions of toys.

I hate how you never see Charlie playing.

You only ever saw him with toys in season three.

I hate how Tommy has never treated Charlie like a kid and has always treated him like an adult.

I hate hate how nothing nice comes up when I Google Charlie Shelby.

I hate how horrible things come up.

I hate how Tommy has never loved him and has never wanted him around.

I hate how Tommy doesn’t care weather Charlie lives or dies.

I hate how I’m the only fan who cares about Charlie.

I really hate the way Tommy kept hugging Ruby when he arrived home from Boston.

I hate how he didn’t treat Charlie the same way.

Even when Charlie ran over to him he ignored him.

I’ve just read a horrible fanfic of Tommy hating Charlie.

I hate how he has always hated him.

Watching that last meal scene in the final episode I hate yet again the threatening way Tommy talks to Charlie.

I hate how he keeps saying to him you hear me.

I WISH THAT HE LOVED CHARLIE THE WAY HE LOVES RUBY

I feel so stupid not noticing the signs in other series of Charlie not being loved.

He never had any toys and there was toys everywhere once Ruby was born.

In the very last moment in series four when Tommy had just been elected an MP Charlie was walking with Polly and wasn’t with his daddy.

Lizzie was stood there waiting with Ruby and Tommy lifted Ruby high in the air to show her off. He’s never shown Charlie off. He also had that big smile on his face. He has never smiled at Charlie like that.

Charlie was still with Polly. It was like he wasn’t a member of the TommyLizzieRuby family.

All through series five you only ever saw Ruby playing with toys. Charlie has never had any.

Ruby ran up to Tommy in the first episode. Charlie has never done that.

After Tommy had rescued Charlie from the land mines he made him walk back to the house on his own.

Then in the last episode of series five Tommy didn’t go to Charlie’s violin concert.

I wish that someone could tell me why hasn’t Tommy ever smiled at Charlie the way he is always smiling at Ruby?

Looking back at old scenes it upsets me that Tommy has never smiled at Charlie the way he’s always smiled at Ruby.

I can safely say that he’s never smiled at Charlie.

cheegon:

Look at her FACE. I am crying she’s so hurt and mad about it

I HATE IT HERE.