#my dark thoughts
You said you choose me but why doesn’t it feel like that ?
I have lost so many years to sadness and misery. I lost so many good opportunities because I was hiding. Hiding in the dark, hiding behind self created illusions. I am done. I dont want to waste my youth anymore. I am done waiting for something to happen. I AM DONE
At least I can say it always took more than one man to put me down….
I don’t know who I am. anymore…
It is an ugly World we live in
That destroys those who are the purest and most beautyful creatures
That let’s them rot and turn into darkness
I once was one of those when I was younger.
And what have these rotten Monsters done to me?