“Ming Lee put a lot of pressure and smothered Mei to the point she was terrified of ever making a mistake, getting a bad grade or disappointing her in any way”
And
“There was not a single doubt or implication that Ming Lee didn’t love her family. She loved Mei more than anything in the world and constantly showed it.”
Dad’s headstone is finally in place. Mom and I saw it today together for the first time. I had to help brace her. Just a little bit more real. He’d like it though. Star Trek guiding him always. I’m so glad we were able to get that design on the headstone.
Me, listening to the Peggies jams™ from back in the day, while playing Far Cry New Dawn and killing Lou and Mickey’s men: And we will set those sinners free-eee!
The reason I haven’t been active is 1. School 2. My nana is dying…
Yeah. My Mum’s mother is dying. Dying, that’s a scary word. It’s a sad word as well. It’s just as sad as saying goodbye. I have a difficult relationship with death as well as a difficult relationship with my Nana. She’s major part of why I have self confidence issues, an eating disorder, and depression. At the same time she taught me the meaning of love, passion, and credibility. I’m currently relied upon in my family to talk to doctors, extended families, and be a caretaker for my Nana. I’m watching someone I love die before my eyes from cancer. To know I have very limited time left with her, hurts. I just said goodbye to my grandfather now I’m saying say goodbye to my Nana.
In other news… On November 10th, 1990… I was born.
I took some time to be with my friends for the first time in a long time to celebrate and it meant the world. We didn’t talk about the bad stuff just good. I’m currently holding both an A in my Biology and my English 002 classes. I’m studying Morticians for my inquiry project in my English 002 which is honestly pretty morbid giving my current situation that is my life but, I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I can’t believe you have been gone for 5 Years, 3 Months and 4 Weeks. I miss you so much and it seems like so much has changed in the past year. We have lost so much but also gained a lot as well. Grandpa Earl joined you and it was so hard to say goodbye especially because we lost him to a pandemic that was COVID. We lost Teckla soon after a month to the day to be exact, just a few months later Princess Santi left us. I know the girls are with you and Grandpa playing with Queenie, but it still hurts. I started to hang out with Chelsy again, I know you loved her and her little family so much. She means the world to me. One of the most positive people in my life and gives me something to look forward to. I also go on walks with Roxana and talk about you or just have someone to relate to. I wish you could have met her. She is super amazing and her nail art is just amazing, she is just always blowing me away with her talent. Darian and I still talk a lot, I know you would be happy. I hope to meet up with her soon! Karissa, your niece, she’s pregnant! Ahhhh! I’m so freaking excited, I actually squealed when I found out and leaped out of my chair to hug her as I started to cry. She’s going to make a fantastic mother, I just know it! Also, Erika is pregnant! How amazing is this? Two of your nieces are pregnant! They are both due only a month apart! I can’t wait to see them become mothers! I start school Monday and Mum, I’m going to become a teacher! I never would have thought of myself as a teacher 5 years ago, but a lot changes in 5 years doesn’t it? Brayton is 5 and Quinn is 3. Penelope just turned 8 and Eliza is 6, Chelsy is an amazing Mum, by the way. But time has flown by, and the thing is, I feel like you are here even though you are gone. So as I close this, I want to say, though I’m still sad you left so soon, I know you are still with me. Happy Birthday Mum.
This is Elsa and Ines, our new family members. They are also the reason I haven’t posted any new pics lately. It’s not always that easy to introduce new chickens to a flock but we are slowly getting there.
Canadian Niece (11) has autoimmune disease. No remote school being offered this fall, but her folks sure af werent sending her back unvaccinated. So…they managed to get special compensation for her to get a vaccine even tho shes only 11. Got her 1st shot this week! Im so relieved!
