What if he only likes the idea of my detective. He wants to be close to humanity so bad and being in love with the detective is as close as he can get. He loves the idea of her being a human so much. He has put her humanity on a pedestal because he believes humanity is so perfect. But if the detective even considers being a vampire he might question her. See her as flawed. Because deep down he believes he’s a monster. Humans are the examples of true judgment. Which is why he wants to avoid drinking the blood bag in front of the detective. Which is why he want the rest of UB to act a certain way while consuming blood bags. He is comfortable drinking it without the detective being there because he is around others like him…other “monsters”. If the detective reacted the way he believes she will act (regarding him drinking blood). Then he will truly think he is a monster. Which is also why he drinks so little. He wants to be human very badly. Nate is 6'4…there is no way half a bag is fulfilling his needs. He needsthe detective to stay human, to want to stay human….because his life depends on it. He lives through the detective. Which is why he may take a pause if the detective becomes a vampire.
I could probably write novels on the hidden potential angst the detective could feel about N not being in favor of them turning. The detective understanding is one thing and how it would make them feel is another thing
Follow up thought: would N be jealous that the detective has a choice
Just thought of the vampire diaries and how bonnie and damon got stuck in the other side…then i just imagined adam or mason being stuck with the detective in the other side.
Me after mason (who’s SUPPOSED to be my best friend) told nate and anyone close enough to hear that i was jealous of him getting attention from passing out blood drive flyers
Crying and throwing up rn….i just realized being in a relationship with nate might be hard….like stefan and damon in tvd…stefan liked the appeal of human elena while damon liked the appeal of vampire elena….what if nate only likes human detective
Wait so if you’re on the Douglass route does that mean that UB doesn’t know that Bobby is your ex??
)If so I need a scene where UB finds out that Booby is the detective’s ex) and yes my detective decided to go out with Tina instead of ataying at the station
YEEEEAAAA STRONG LADYYY is it syfyn? I think I recognize those wings anywhere
I love wip Wednesday and I have 700 wips and yet nothing good enough to post ehhh
But here have some pretty bois kissing purely for self indulgent reasons uwu
Animation assist is really good for pinpointing where you fucked up soo I’m gonna go fix some mistakes before I forget and it’s too late to do anything about it ♀️♀️
“I didn’t mean to say something wrong,” I comment after a moment.
Nate/Nat shakes his/her head, adopting a tense smile and finally looking to me. “You didn’t. It’s a…sensitive topic for some vampires.”
I pause. “We don’t need to talk about it—”
“No, I think it’s probably time that we do,” he/she interrupts, a long breath easing out of her/him as he/she forces his/her fingers through his/her hair.
