a quote that means a lot to me :)

a court of silver flames, sarah j. maas

i keep remembering this quote when i’m struggling, and it means the world to me to have a character like Nesta that i can relate too <3

these two scenes will never not make me cackle

a court of wings and ruin, pg. 485

a court of silver flames, pg. 83

nesta archeron supremacy!!!

some ACOSF quotes that are very important to me

pg. 505

pg. 573

pg. 575

no matter what, remember that your story is worth telling.

ps. this book meant a lot. i have never met a character who i relate so much to or has faced the same mental (and physical) challenges that i have. Nesta means so so so so much to me, and these quotes helped me heal some things inside myself that i hadn’t been able to face yet. i hope (like the dedication of this book) that every nesta out there climbs that mountain.

I am very excited. this is actually happening ?????

I hope nesta is having a good day in acotar world<3

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Every word emptied from Cassian’s head as Nesta, too, emerged from the water, as if lifted on a pillar from beneath. A golden mask sat upon her face, primitive but embossed with whorls and patterns so ancient they’d lost all meaning.

Water sluiced down her clothes, her hair had been ripped from its braid, and in her hand, clenched there…

A kelpie’s head dangled by its sheet of black hair, torn-up face frozen in a scream. Exactly as the King of Hybern’s head had hung from her hand.

Only silver fire burned behind the eyes of the Mask.

- Sarah J Maas, A Court of Silver Flames, page 371

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Ouchy

Cassian: you’ve got a lot of nerve coming here.

Nesta: you’ve got a lot of nerve being alive.

Nesta: *does anything*

Rhysand:

In Defiance of the Stars Chapter 13

What up Nessian demons, it’s me, ya girl who “writes like someone who doesn’t know how to write” back to bring everyone another “way too short chapter” that will no doubt “get boring fast”

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38510761/chapters/97712967

Teaser:

“I’ve never had to,” Nesta admitted quietly. Perhaps the first time since she learned of the mating bond that he had seen the female look uncertain. She recovered quickly, “Why train for close combat when anyone who tried to attack me can be taken care of from across a field.”

“You are that precise?” Cassian asked, eyebrows raising. “To take out an opponent at a fields length?”

Nesta straightened her spine. “If I can see them, I can kill them.”

In Defiance of the Stars Chapter 12

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38510761/chapters/97439460

Teaser:

“Powerful people wind up trapped by their own arrogance all the time,” Cassian said with a not so subtle look at Eris. Despite the jab to her High Lord, Nesta found herself in complete agreeance. And slightly surprised that her general of a mate was aware of such a thing.

Random antis: Gwyn and Emerie would never love Nesta if they new how awful she had been to Feyre!!!

Me: oh wow. It’s kinda like … you missed … the whole point … of like … everything.

I simply don’t believe that Nesta Archeron and her canonically epic titties have ever paid for a drink in a bar. If you wanted to give her debts then at least find something realistic smh

In Defiance of the Stars Chapter 11

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38510761/chapters/97278045

Teaser:

Cauldron, he had an ounce of pride at some point, hadn’t he?

He had led armies and made full grown warriors beg. And now he was a breath away from begging. From falling to his knees for a taste, a touch of her skin.

But she wasn’t here for him. And the male who stood behind her, tall and straight as an arrow, glared daggers at Cassian.

With every day I get closer to fully snapping and writing the Nesta takes Lanthys up on his offer to rule a dark ruined world full of pure magic and their own internal rage that we have all been too big of cowards to make a reality.

New One-Shot: It’s All Downhill

This is the second time I’ve re-written the hiking scene from ACOSF. The last one was more hopeful, this one is embeded with all of the rage I feel towards that scene and for the characters in general.

Link: 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30357864/chapters/97217010

Teaser:

“Do you know what I want, Cassian?” He didn’t so much as blink. She took two steps forward, tilting her head up to look down at him. “I want to still be human. I want to close my eyes without seeing blood and rotting flesh. I want to go to sleep without being terrified that I might burn myself alive before I wake up. I want everyone to stop hating me for not being happy and in denial. Actually, no, I don’t care if you all hate me. I want you to let me grieve in peace.”

“We are trying-“

“To help me, I know. And I even believe you. But I don’t want it. I just want to be left alone.”

There was so little distance between them that a deep inhale would have pressed their chests together, but somehow, Cassian took a step closer. 

Cassian: Aw we’re like a big happy family! I’m the dad, Nesta’s the mom—

Nesta: Why am I the mom? What gender roles are we pushing here?

Emerie: I know they’re probably thinking I’m the daughter, but I’m not. I’ll be the gay emo cousin.

Azriel: I feel like I’d be a fresh out of the jail uncle.

Gwyn: And I’m the sassy aunt who talks shit about everyone.