#onceinalifetime

yccjungrk:

once in a lifetime.

a closed starter for @rkxluda

gahyeon feels like the entire heartz project has been a whirling experience for herself, she simply can’t imagine how the project has been for the other girls. although gahyeon guesses it’s a little different for the already-debuted girls, considering the fact they weren’t doing monthly evaluations anymore but trying to figure out how to navigate life as an idol. but still, gahyeon imagined it was just as confusing to navigate through, the fact that gahyeon was confused meant the other girls were probably much the same. she just felt like she was being whisked around at the whims of sphere - and she imagined debut felt much the same.

but quite honestly, gahyeon hadn’t seen many of the debuted girls since they were taken away and put into the dormitory. after all, they were idols, technically. and now with the subunit complete with yena’s addition and plans to start getting things together for the girls, gahyeon could only imagine.

“how’re you doing ?”gahyeon asks one day, care to make sure luda wasn’t in the middle of doing something particularly important. “two years ago we were just getting used to our schedules as trainees, and now you’ve officially debuted and you’re going to be debuting in heartz first subunit … is it strange ?”she asks, brows raised. because gahyeon, well - she couldn’t imagine it. she hardly believed that she just had her contract renewed, actually debuting seemed like a foreign concept. “you guys have a busy month prepared for you, don’t you ? ” she asks, with a slight frown. “yet another month sphere is keeping you all away from the rest of us. they think you’re too good for us trainees. ” she jokes with a chuckle.

The only thing Luda was sad about when it came to being chosen so early, was that she didn’t really get to spend time with the others as much anymore. They were already 6 at the dorm, so she wasn’t lonely at all and she wasn’t sure if she looked forward to being 12 eventually with as little space as they had, but she was worried for how much longer she would be able to see them at least occasionally. No one could tell who Sphere would choose eventually, after all.

“Pretty well, aside from the nervousness, what about you?” the girl returned the question, rather not going into too much detail, but also feeling much more at ease than the past months already.

“It’s really strange… you know, there’s always those idols you hear about, having trained for 5 years, some even for 8 or more, so I didn’t really think about debut until the casting call… it still doesn’t feel entirely real, actually,” she chuckled, trying to explain herself as best as she could. “But it’s exciting, too, in a good way.”

“We haven’t actually gotten the schedule just yet,” she continued, tilting her head in thought, wondering how busy they’d really be, “but I guess so. It’s better than just sitting around, though, right? I wish we could come back to train with you once promotions are done, but I guess that’s unrealistic…” It may be a bit of a weird wish, but she would much rather go back to them for the usual training until the whole group debut… unless Sphere had more surprises in store.

Luda chuckled at the other girl’s words, still convinced that she was no better than them and simply having suited the concept very well, but she understood that it was a joke and a serious answer would make their conversation rather awkward.

“Aaah, they’re keeping the best for last, they’re simply using us to get Heartz’ name out there, to propel you to stardom,” she joked back.