Hello, everyone!

I’m back, for now. And what’s a better way to return with than a new Bucky x Reader series?

This series was brought to you because someone who (thank God) doesn’t follow me on Tumblr, wanted me to write something nicefor him, but I also wanted to post something here, so you guys are getting a bit cleaner version.

I hope you’ll like it!!

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Summary: The Reader hadn’t seen nor heard from him in about five years. Her life is getting back on track (sure, she might be playing the role of fiance for her gay friend, but everything else is going great). She’s famous all across the globe for being the only person to meet The Lone Wolf in his uniform, and live to tell the tale. There was so many people asking her about him, but she never said a word. She moved on, but the past seems to want to bite her in the ass.

“Ma'am, could you tell us a little bit more about his relationship with you?”

“What relationship? He had kidnapped me and tortured me for two weeks. I’ve answered this question over an over and it hasn’t changed since the first time. I was kidnapped and tortured, then left alone, tied up, until my Uncle had found me. What kind of a relationship should that be put under, other than the captor-victim one, please enlighten me?” Dozens of people, mostly reporters, had been asking me the same question for five years, but I’ve never given them the true answer, I don’t think I could ever do that. Not to myself, not to my friend and fiancé (even if we were only engaged for the past two weeks as a plot for his family not to find out he’s gay), not even to him… That was the past I had been hiding from everyone. It was enough that they  all knew I had something to do with him.Thank God they did not have any clue what that something really was, because it would start a whole new round of questions that I would never have the guts to answer, I could never betray him. Looking at the blurry picture of the hooded man made me remember everything I was trying so hard to delete from the hard drive that my mind is. I buried them deep inside, never caring about the fact that I knew I would still feel whatever it is that I felt for himthen, and hewould still be one of the few known war criminals of our modern age. Yet not a single one of them ever knew his name, they couldn’t even find his real face, or any data about himfor that matter. The only two things they knew about him,The Lone Wolf, as they deemed him, were the initials of his first and last name - JB, and that I was kidnapped by him on the day of hislast known crime.

Sometimes I wish I knew what had happened to him. I prayed to God he was  still alive and kicking somewhere and that he had a great reason for being a stupid jerk, which was in character for him when it came to other people, but never when it came to me.

As I got out of the building of the company and headed toward the cafe, I could tell something was going to change today, I just didn’t have any idea what was coming… I’m Y/N Y/L/N and this is my story.

Tags: @sebastian-stan-is-my-love @mississippifangirl​

Prologue

Spoilers below readmore!

This chapter is very short. Without saying names, it describes, in third person, someone experiencing strange dream-like visions. Through context, it’s easy to tell this is about Sam experiencing one of his nightmares.

It describes him going through the seam and being on the beach (and all the strange visual metaphors we see in the dreams in-game). There’s a portion where Sam is vored by a large person who’s mouth splits open horrifically and engulfs him. The prologue also uses the word “anus”, I will let you guess how it was used.

Generally, I like the way it describes the timelessness of the beach. How past, present and future are all the same thing there. It focuses on themes of rebirth, life cycling between life and death like an ouroboros. It felt like they were going for a “less is more” thing for this.

I assume the book is going to be in Sam’s perspective (3rd person limited), so I’m interested in getting to read Sam’s thoughts in some way and how much of an unreliable narrator he would be. And also generally hearing his thoughts on things he was completely silent for in-game.