#sarah rambles

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new lockscreen, thanks bro*affectionate*

Autism stare

juck is one of them he/theys and the bad bitch they pulled by being autistic

Betcha missed the shittiest doodles in the world

Listen to the cover of the Mister Rogers theme from ptt neighbors 2 its curing every disease

ROCK AFIRE EXPLOSION RICKY SKAGGS MEDLEY

Sorry for not as many posts lately…been hyperfixating on Muppets very much

Do I even need a caption for this?

Do you ever have such a bad day at work that you have to imagine your favourite fictional character kidnapping you from it just to wind down? Because same.

Readers commenting their love and support onto my decade-old fics is a whole other level of serotonin boost, I swear.

Hm. Had a dream last night where I had a cat called Soup.

Now I want a cat called Soup.

Oh no, I started The Owl House not realising Disney+ UK is missing the second half of the second season. Now I gotta dodge spoilers until it catches up ahhhh

A week or two ago, a person wearing PPE visited his relative on the stroke ward where my grandad had been moved to, in a hospital recently bragging to be covid-free. This person didn’t keep the distance between him and his relative, and unknowingly gave him covid. His grandparent was the only person able to walk on this ward, and he went around talking to other patients, not knowing that he was spreading it to them. Undoubtedly doctors and nurses also would have tended to him, then the other patients on the ward, spreading his germs. 

This person went onto infect most if not the whole ward. I don’t know the full story after that, because my family were not allowed to visit my grandad once he contracted covid, and naturally they were only interested in telling us how he was doing. We’re not ones for drama either.

He died today. And now I’m wondering - how many of the other patients died? All because of this one person who didn’t follow the fucking rules? He’s potentially wiped a whole ward full of people, and left many families worried or grieving.

I was not close to my grandfather, but I’m devastated for my step-nan and every family of every other person in the hospital who were affected. They are/were not allowed to be there for their family members when they’re suffering, or when they died. I’m yet to find out if my step-nan was even allowed in the same room to say goodbye to his dead body. 

All it took is ONE inconsiderate person to put us all through this. Despite his protective clothing, he still got too close. It really is that fucking infectious. So hopefully you can excuse my overwhelming levels of saltiness when I say: 

WEAR A FUCKING MASK AND SOCIAL FUCKING DISTANCE. 

Thank you.

Wow, I just found the diary entry I wrote almost 12 years ago after the first time my friends and I met Apocalyptica, and I teared up so hard. 

They are honestly just some of the most wholesome, sweet, caring, goofy idiots I’ve ever had the good fortune to be around. I miss that so fucking much. I miss Eicca’s derpiness and cuddles, Paavo’s warmth and flirtiness, Mikko’s kindness and sass, and Perttu’s awkward hilarity. And I miss seeing friends from all over the world. 

I’ve lived such a beautiful and meaningful life through just them alone and I have the gall to feel existential dread/FOMO some days. Gotta change that.

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