#school mention
Sorry for the delay in responding to requests!! Exam week is coming up for me so I’ve been busy with school and such, I’ll get the requests done ASAP!!
I’m sorry for being quiet!! Settling into university has been a massive challenge.
not many ppl know this but I was a high school dropout, fellow students/teachers/guidance councilors/parental figures let me down immensely. I was left to deal with disability, trauma and much more all on my own.
today I took a huge step and reached out to the school board in hopes of finishing. I’ve been petrified for years abt doing it because of the personal reasons that relate to dropping out as well as the stigma of going back to school as an adult.
I’m incredibly shaky now, and scared but also so proud of myself. if anyone is in a similar position as me and wants to try again all I can say is you’re not alone. if its eating at you and you want to finish, lets to it together. take a chance even if its scary because I feel so proud and excited for the future and I want that for you too. you deserve to want things for future you, even if all you can do is take care of yourself today, wanting and dreaming is productive as well.
thank you for all the kindness this blog continues to give me. I love you all alot. just wanted to share a bit of personal stuff beyond just my health problems that keep updates clogged up. but you’re seriously all really kind. it means so much.
<3
i’m in college at the moment, so apologies if posts start to get slower!! things will be more intense ‘cause it’s a tech school and all
requests will still be open and be getting done, just at a slower pace due to the current situation, and bun might make more gifsets during this period but i’ll still be making gifsets too !! just Not as many probably?
feel free to ask me for an inbox check if you’re worried that a request didnt go through!!
That gr8 nd feel when, even though you only have four in-class classes and the other five are distance/satellite courses, you still feel the need to drop them all and run because it is Too Much but it’s your graduating year so you can’t. And your entire self-worth was built upon being able to graduate a year early, and you’ve already been accepted to the university, but you missed two answers on the last 16-question “quiz” so your grade dropped 6% and you just. Suffer. And have a full on meltdown/burnout episode, including splitting on yourself so hard you not only completely devalue yourself, but become actively suicidal and hope to your Gods they take pity and fucking end your joke of a life already.
