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Ich bin dankbar für meinen Körper, für seine Kraft, für diese unglaubliche Stärke und Ausdauer. Ich

Ich bin dankbar für meinen Körper, für seine Kraft, für diese unglaubliche Stärke und Ausdauer. Ich liebe alles an ihn, jede einzelne weiche Delle und all die neu hinzugekommenen Streifen. Sie erzählen Gesichten, berichten über Phasen in meinem Leben, an denen lebensverlängernde Prozesse stattgefunden haben. Sie zeigen mir was ich alles erlebt haben und wie sich mein Körper gewissen Situationen angepasst hat. Sie bereichern mich, vervollständigen mein Dasein, sind ein wesentlicher Bestandteil von mir. Ich liebe meine Kurven, meine weiche, nicht perfekt Haut, denn auch diese vergegenwärtigen mir die immense Leistung, die mein Körper in kurzer Zeit geleistet hat. Ich bin dankbar für all meine Makel und bin froh über meine Ecken und Kanten. Ich bin stolz auf mich, auf mein Erscheinungsbild. Auch wenn es sogar nicht irgendeinem Ideal entspricht, für mich reicht es aus, um glücklich und zufrieden zu sein. Ich strebe es nicht mehr an, irgendwem, außer mir selbst zu gefallen und ich verstelle mich auch nicht, nur um irgendwelchen vermeintlichen Vorbildern zu entsprechen. Mein Körper ist mein Tempel und ich gehe sorgsam mit ihm um. Ich höre auf ihn, lasse mich von ihm leiten und führen. Ich stehe zu mir, zeige mich so wie ich bin. Ich liebe mich so wie ich bin und bin überaus dankbar für meine perfekte unperfekte Art und Weise. #bodypositivity #selflove #selfcare #motivation #motivationalquotes #inspiration #inspirationalquotes #positivevibes #positivethinking #selfhelp #selbstliebe #selbstmotivation #selbstbewustsein #loveyourself #love #liebe #gedanke #gefühl #poem #poetry #quotes
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Not today, not tomorrow, not ever. _______________________________ Taken from my book To a Girl I Ha

Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
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Taken from my book To a Girl I Haven’t Met, which is available for purchase through the link in my bio.
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Staying on the couch for the next 3 days…

Staying on the couch for the next 3 days…


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Don’t let the blues get you down

Don’t let the blues get you down


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For you to understand what happened to me the last 2 ½ years, I have to tell some things about myself.

I’m Brodie, 28, 6ft 2, and I was a soldier.

A pretty good one if I may say so myself. Towards the end of my time at the military I got poached by one of the most profitable companies in the world. They wanted me as their head of security and I agreed. I mean, I got such high paychecks, so high I never imagined to earn that in my entire life.

So I was already head of security for 2 years when something strange happened. The police admitted that they failed to prevent new drugs to reach the market. Drugs that let people swap and possess bodies or turn them into bodysuits. Of course that created an uproar, especially from the rich. Who would want to be rich until someone poor comes along and manages to swap bodies.

To prevent this from happening at the company I was working for and many other companies, we had called for a meeting. A whole weekend for this topic where all head of securities were present.

I arrived on the first evening, an evening where everyone could drink to get to know each other.

All of us were meeting at a hotel. I got my key card, put my luggage in my room and got dressed for a casual meeting.

When I arrived at the meeting room at first I was talking to the ones I already knew until I saw someone standing shy and lonely somewhat in the corner of the room. So I went to him.

As I approached him I could see him more clearly. He was taller than me, maybe 6ft 5, had blond hair, was skinny, and had some kind of boyish face.

He saw that I was approaching him and he smiled.

“Hey, I’m Brodie.”, I said holding out my hand. “Nice to meet you.”

“I’m Tommy.”, he answered shaking my hand.

His hand was so soft, atypical for a head of security.

“You seem pretty young to be head of security.”

“Yeah, I know. I just got promoted on my 22nd birthday, some months ago.”

“Congrats on that!”

“Thanks! You are the first to talk to me here.”, he said. “You want a drink?”

“Yeah, I would take one.”

After that we went to the bar.

Shortly after that, everything went dark for me.


The next morning. I was waking up, feeling the soft blanket against my sensitive dick. I ran my hands down my body to jack off, to get off some steam, as I noticed something was different. I opened my eyes to see that it wasnt my body I ran my fingers over. I was staring at my new body in shock. I couldnt comprehend how I lost all of my muscles, even my body hair.

I jumped out of my bed, running to a mirror. In disbelief I was looking at my reflection. I was looking like the boy I met yesterday. I looked like Tommy.

I tried to reconstruct my memories. I tried to piece the evening together but I didnt know a single thing. I didnt know how I got into this room, I didnt know how I got out of my suit and I didnt know how I lost my body.

I looked around the room for clothes but I could only find a loose pair of gym shorts, a weird kind of see-through shirt and pair of sneakers.

I put them on and left the room. On the outside of the door I could finally see that I wasnt in my real hotel room. I was to floors beneath it.

I searched for the nearest elevator to get to my initial room. I knocked on the door and my real body opened the door.

I was awestruck seeing it shirtless in the doorframe. It was a feeling I never felt when watching men before.

Before I could even open my mouth, my old body grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me inside with a powerful tug.

My real body closed the door and walked past me through the hallway. I followed him.

“And I thought you would never come.”, I could hear my real, deep voice saying.

“Well, I-”, I stopped mid-sentence because I was surprised how high Tommy’s voice sounded.

My real body went into the bedroom and sat down on the bed. He pointed towards a chair in front of him. I sat down in it.

There was something my real body had. A charisma that got you to do everything it said.

He lifted one of his legs and put his hands together. It caused his muscles to bulge a bit and I was in awe again. I somehow wanted to worship this body in front of me. My own body!

I pushed back that thought to get to the reason why I was here. I knew that he was taunting me with my real body by flexing MY muscles.

“You fucker stole my body!”, I said. I tried to be intimidating but I knew that I was nothing in this body compared to my old one. “You’ll swap us back right now!”

My old body let out a chuckle.

“I’ll let you know I’m not swapping back soon. If you complain I can put you in a sleeper hold and make the swap permanent.”, he answered.

“I’ll kill you Tommy!”, I shouted stormimg at my old body.

He quickly took my hands and pushed me onto the bed. He sat down on my stomach and secured my arms with his knees. I tried to free myself.

“Do this one more time Brodie, or should I say Tommy now, and this swap is permanent.”, he said.

I could smell him and it was turning me on. He smelled like warm sweat with a hint of parfume and alcohol from last evening.

“Right now, I’m not planning to be in this body forever.”, he continued and I stopped to free myself from his grasp. “You know Brodie -I mean Tommy- it wasnt always easy for me. I was the tallest in my year at school. That alone isnt that bad but I was also the youngest, skinny nerd. And it got even harder for me as they discovered that I was gay. They bullied me for this until graduation. It really destroyed my self esteem. But in a body like yours, a body worthy of being head of security, no one will bully me again because of my looks or my sexual orientation.”

“Thats it? Thats the reason you stole my body?! How did you even do this?”

“Shush it.”, he said putting one hand over my mouth.

“Here is how it happened. I just wanted to swap with someone from this meeting at first but then I started to get to know you and we started to drink together. Everytime you didnt watch your drink, I spiked it. The first few were to make you submissive. That went quiet fast, probably because you knew how to follow orders as a soldier. Then after that I put some drops into your drinks to knock you out slowly. When I noticed that you got weaker, I helped you to get into my room. There you completely lost consciousness and I stripped you out if your beautiful suit.”, he pointed at the pants he was wearing. “Then I slipped the pill into your mouth. It prepared your body for the swap. I then started to stimulate your body, and I can say that it was a lot of fun. After that I started sucking and you moaned so sexy while I did it. When I finished sucking you dry, I turned you over and gave you my seed. After that we swapped.”

I was looking at Tommy with big eyes. I couldnt believe what I just heard.

“And I’ll give you this body back.”, he continued as he pulled out another pill. “This pill can swap us back, or seal our swap forever. You get all of this godlike body back if you do what I say for as long as I say. You’ll be my daily cum-dump, my little slut, my faggot while I explore your body and have fun. Do you understand, Tommy?”

I nodded.

“Good boy. For the time we stay like this, you’ll react to the name Tommy and you’ll call me Brodie. You’ll stay at my side all the time and dont worry, I know that you earn enough money for both of us. I know this because I got your memories through this swap.”

I nodded again.

“Good boy. Now start off by sniffing my shoes.”

The new Brodie pulled off one of his black dress shoes and pushed it into my face.

I was overwhelmed by the smell, by the sensation it caused in my new body. I pushed back that thought to get back a clear mind.

“I’ll do this just to get my body back!”, I said.

“I know Tommy.”, Tommy answered with my deep voice. He chuckled again. “You’ll be my boyfriend until then.”

He let go of me and I sat up straight. He looked at my watch on his wrist.

“The meeting starts in 20 minutes. There is your new suit.”, he pointed to a different chair in a corner. “You should put it on.”

He walked over to a closet and pulled out the suit I took with me for the meeting. He undressed himself right in front of my eyes. He just stood there in his sheer socks. My dick, well now his, was semi-hard and wobbling up and down.

“Before you put yours on, you’ll dress me in mine.”, he said.

I didnt want to dress the body I once owned but I knew that this was the only way to get it back in the future.

I searched through the clothes he had pulled out for a pair of underpants but I couldnt find any. He had seen my confused face and said:“ No underpants for this body, boy. I know that you love to wear jockstraps but I couldnt get warm with them for now. Thats why I wont wear one.”

I took the pants and went on my knees to let him get inside. He stepped in and my old dick was hanging in front of my face. I pulled up the pants and closed them. I did the same with his shirt, vest and jacket. After that I had him to put on the dress shoes I had to sniff that I wore yesterday and he probably the whole day. I wish I would’ve been turned off by the fact that he posed in my real body but it didnt. After that he watched me put on one of his old suits.

“You’ll play the role of Tommy the whole evening. Do you understand?”, he said after I finished putting it on. “You’ll play as if we are very good friends. You’ll laugh at my jokes and be at my side. For the whole evening!”

And I did as he said. The whole evening. At first I hated it but after some time we had so much fun. At the beginning I thought I would get sick from the way he acted. But I didnt. He was such nice guy, just like I really was and I started to crave for his touch. He sometimes took me in his arms and it was such a nice feeling. I knew that I’m attracted to women but since I’m in Tommy’s body, I had the feeling that this is changing.


That was two months ago.

After the meeting weekend we went back to my old house. Tommy of course took my king sized bed, because it was ‘his home’. At first I had to sleep on the couch but after a short time I had to sleep with him in 'his’ bed because I’m his 'boyfriend’.

At the start he was also often showing off my body. Sometimes he was walking around shirtless so that I could admire 'his hard work’. Sometimes, when we went for a walk outside, he would start doing exercises, even on street signs. He was such a show-off, flexing a body he doesnt really own.

He also used me every day for the first few weeks. Not because he wanted to fuck someone but only to humiliate me, as he had my body.

I had hoped that someone would notice that something was wrong with the Brodie they knew but Tommy played my life perfectly.

He really knew everything about me. My workout routine, my way of talking, my job requirements and so on.

When he was at my work, I had to cook for him and to clean the house. While doing that I always searched for the pill. The pill to swap us back but I never found it.

Thats why I knew I had to play the role of the boyfriend to perfection to get my body back. And I had to do so quick as I felt that I became more and more like the real Tommy. My habits started to change.

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To be continued?

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