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Continuing from my story….

After nearly 6 months of trying to figure out what him and I were, I just felt stuck and frustrated.  My head was spinning from so many questions, and wondering why he kept hanging out with me, spending so much money on me, but didn’t want anything.  So I decided to sit down and talk to him one last time.  I had one final question for him, and that was “what do you want out of this?”  I sat down and talked to him and told him how I felt and I asked him what he wanted.  His reply was that he didn’t know what he wanted and that he felt he had walls up.  He didn’t know when they would come down, or if they would ever come down.  My heart sank.  I had invested so much I felt like, and that was the only thing that he could give me back.  I decided to let him go.  I just couldn’t hang around waiting for someone to maybe feel something for me someday.  It was hard for me to do because I felt so let down, and I had so many questions.  Why couldn’t he like me?  I thought I was good to him.  Why couldn’t he just try to let me in?  These questions would never be answered.