Summary:Reader feels lost, and she finds comfort in the arms of someone she didn’t expect.
Warnings:depression, suicidal thoughts, implied attempted suicide (very light, only if you squint real hard)
Author’s Note: When I started writing this I was in a very bad place. I started wirting it because I felt exactly as reader feels in this fic. And this was my only outlet. Daydreaming as always. It helped a little fantasizing that my very own Bucky would comfort me in my darkest days, so I decided to share this with you all. I hope it helps those who need it, if only a little bit. You’re not alone. Don’t forget to reach out for help. Attempting against your life is never the answer, guys. You matter. You’re important and people do care. We don’t have to live through this alone. And I know it isn’t easy. And I know it can’t be cured with a fanfiction. I know.But knowing people care, sharing the way you feel with people you love and people who love you does help. It makes things easier, lighter. And if you ever need to talk to someone, you can always come to me. It gets better, guys. It really does. Stay safe. I love you all <3
my depression got really bad (back in November) and when I read about the sleeping (all the time), bottling my emotions, constant tears. I didn’t even have the motivation to walk out of my room.
it reminded me of that, but reading this made me realize that I’m getting better. I’ve gotten help since then, and I feel happy. I’m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you for this.
This brought tears to my eyes. I totally get what you mean, and getting out of it is the hardest thing ever. Realizing you’ve got depression is easy, but getting the strength and willpower to seek for help is hard af. I’m glad you’ve gotten help since then. I’m glad you decided to get help. And I’m so glad, like you have no idea, that you’re finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you so much for reading something so close to my heart. And thank you for leaving such wonderful words about it. You’ve made my day ❤️
