#so terfs that excludes you

Our system is probably going to be having a conversation with our doctor about starting T for some of the issues we’ve been dealing with and are like 98% sure we are going to start it and like, our system is a group of nerds and like to be prepared due to both memory issues and just enjoying being over the top.

So Riku was doing some literature reading on HRT, PCOS, general practices, and a lot of the minutia on how things work with T and then like highlighted things from the general practices for me to fill in since I am the part that feels the most raw blunt of the dysphoria and jesus christ

I’ve been writing it for an hour and half and keep having to take time away to stop writing ever so often so I don’t fully spiral into a dysphoria driven breakdown when I am just factually reporting the facts. Our system types at like 60-80 wpm and don’t really need to think when we are writing things down since we write a lot. I’m reaching two hours and we are at like, 1000 words. Like we are at like 1/10th the usual speed of writing cause I keep stopping to try not to barf.

I’m mostly alright, because honestly, this is nothing compared to how badly this has been murdering me for the past like, two months or so - but I really, really don’t have time or space for people that think I should just live like this because of their god or because…. the patriarchy???? 

Literally you are either a transactivist / ally / supporter / etc, or you are pro fucking suicide. And I’m sorry, but if you are in support of children, teens, adults and people in general killing themselves for things that are relatively easy to manage for any stupid reason, then you are honestly a piece of shit person and really deserve no respect.

-XIV