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Heartstopper episode 4!!!


1.). Nick is in the rain!! He’s here

2.) Oh wait, that’s Charlie’s mom??? So that’s his cool sister I’ve been talking about.

3.) Noo. Charlie don’t apologize. You’re fine.

4.) YES NICK SHUT HIM UP WITH A KISS!!

5.) Oh my gosh. Nicks break some is going to make me cry. He’s so sweet. He so scared and that shines through. Discovering your sexually can be frightening and I like how the show that.

6.) Oh no. Not another secret relationship. This going to keep hurting poor Charlie.

7.) The umbrella. So cute.

8.) Oh. My boys running. He’s chasing after him.

9.) THE MUSIC!!! THE KISS IN THE RAIN??!!! I FEEL SO SPOILED!!!! ITS SO PURE!!!

10.) NICKS SMILE AFTER!!!

11.) Imogen he’s not interested in that way. She’s kind funny though. But I love how they show how much Nick loves Charlie by putting him with her.

12.) THESE FUCKING DORKS!!! I LOVE THEM!!! The smiles. The “hi,” aaaahhhgggg. I’m screaming they’re in love.

13.) Now, onto everyone’s favorite lesbians.

14.) The good morning kisses. Bless. Also Elle having good friends.

15.) Do I smell an Elle and Toa romance.

16.) AAHHHHH. PLEASE BE NICK!! PLEASE BE NICK.

17.) AAAHHGG I LOVE THESE BOYS

18.) AAWW THE FLIRTING!! THE HAND HOLDING

19.) I LOVE THIS COMMUNICATION. THE ART TEACHER IS BEST BOI I LOVE HIM.

20.) NO!! NO MR. AJYA BEING A DAD TO CHARLIE

21.) NOO NICK DONT HE NERVOUS YOU’RE A GOOD BOY!!

22.) CHARLIE!!! TACKLE SOMEONE. PRETEND ITS BEN!!

23.) Half expected the teacher to say, “lots of gay people are good at sports, I should know I am one,” but what works works.

24.) Yess. This is what being a part of a team is about. You practice and get better for the team. For the game, the the performance, not just for yourself.

25.) Good for them.

26.) I’m sorry the line, “maybe you’re a lesbian and you have no idea,” is the best thing.

27.) NOO. IMOGEN YOU ARE NOT WITH NICK!! QUIT BEING SO STUPID!!!

28.) GOOD FOR TARAS GIRLFRIEND FOR BEING A GOOD GIRL.

29.) oh shit. They threw oh shit they threw something at Tao. Shits about to go down.

30.) Oh shit. He hit Nick. This is a test of character. Nick didn’t take the bait. He kept his cool. Nice.

31.) I love Darcy. What a queen. I love her. But she’s pushing something.

32.) Oh fück Imogen. Do not blow this for us!!

33.) just noticed the little pens on Elle’s jacket. I love that detail so much.

34.) Love how Charlie and Nicks friends are shown in different place and in different lights. Dividing them. Also none of the gays knowing sports I’m sorry lol.

35.) you know a skirts movie is serious when it rain.

36.) the gay umbrella.

37.) CHARLE. This is getting serious.

38.) Okay. Tao’s nightmare scenario is kinda funny to me. But also this guy needs to fuck off. Don’t bully my boy.

30.) NO!! CHARLIE ARE YOU OKAY!!! PRINCESS CARRY HIM NICK!!!

31.) NICK GO TO CHARLIE!!

32.) KISS HIS NOSE BETTER!! ITS CUTE AND IT WORKS.

33.) Getting rid of mud is also cute.

34.) No. Nick apologizing. Also Issaic is my favorite person. He’s such a book nerd and he’s so respectful.

35.) I’m with Elle, Tao not wanting to be involved is shocking. This is why Elle is my favorite, she puts Tao in his place.

36.) Imogen, uhhhggg.

37.)

NOOO.

Noooooooo

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

SAY NO TO THIS!!!!

FFFUUUUUUUYCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK

1.) these two disaster gays texting is the best thing ever. I love it.

2.) the small detail of Charlie’s phone screen saying gay panic is great

3.) Nick is so carrying and - HE HAS A Dog!!

4.) I must know everything about the doggo. Must know all I can.

5.) Back on track, Nick is being very honest about everything and I do appreciate how the show highlights that. Honest communication is the most important thing in a relationship and that includes voicing fears and concerns.

6.) the gay music in the background is also a plus.

7.) Is this a flash back? With Charlie playing the drums and Ben. Is this how they met?

8.) Was Charlie outed?? That’s terrible.

8.) No make the straight joke so he can come out. Gays love coming out via joke.

9.) Dang it. Don’t be the straight friend, be the gay or bi boyfriend

10.) Nick staring at the heart is very un straight.

11.) Elle!! My love!!

13.) No, let the teacher help you, make a friend please. They seem nice!!

14.) Another lesbian song!! And a crush montage. I love it!!

15.) Based on Charlie’s joke I’m guessing Tou has a crush on Elle but she’s a lesbian? Makes since. It’s fair.

16.) Issic being a good boy. I get that Tao is trying to help Charlie but he’s being a bit mean.

17.) THE ART TEACHER IS GAY??? Damn I love this show. Queer struggles exist but the shitty ones like being in th closet and homophobia and transphobia aren’t the highlights of the show. It’s queer kids existing and dating like every other high school kid, with just a few more obstacles. It’s amazing to see it.

18.) THIS IS WHAT I MEAN!! Elle can just sit with Darcy and Tara and not have to deal with stupid questions about being trans. She doesn’t have to come out, no one makes a big deal out if it. It simply is what it is and I love that.

19.) Speaking of Darcy and Tara. I love them. They are such a positive representation of female friend ship and it’s amazing.

20.) Is interesting seeing Charlie in comfy clothes. He looks like a regular boy but the gay still shines through.

21.) The hair comments after he was so nervous about how his hair cut looked. It’s such a soft thing but without even trying Nick is waving away Charlie’s anxiety.

22.) Is that how snow works? It can just fall at any point during the day? We don’t have any where I’m from so it’s a legitimate question.

23.) The scene is the snow is so pure and so sweet and I love it. Just the two of them in the freshly fallen world, a place for just them and Nellie, where nothing matters.

24.) Oh no, what does the mom want? Am I going to have to rewrite my earlier points?

25.) The soft, almost broken I do when his Mom indirectly tells him that she likes Charlie, that he’s happier around Charlie.

26.) The immediate switch from his face when he’s thinking of Charlie to when he’s with his friends.

27.) Nope. Refuse to believe that Tara and Nick are dating. They’re are beards. Beards I say, beards!!

28.) Tao is such a good friend. Assembling the gang so that they can help him get over his crush while also giving him something to cry on.

29.) Elle being oblivious to Darcy and Tara dating is gold!!!

30.) No!!! Not the bad fantasy of Nick being straight!!

31.) Loved the subtle coming out.

32.) If these two don’t kiss while on that tiny chair, then why have them sit on a tiny chair?

33.) The fires around Charlie’s hand when Nick goes to touch it.

34.) I like who this episode is more Nick centric. It’s nice.

35.) The hug was so cute.

35.) The music in this show is incredible, every song is purposeful and has a meaning for being where it is that related to the scene or the characters. It takes things to a new level.

36.) Tao is being an ass at this point. Like bro chill, you’re doing too much.

37.) Aaaahhhggg. Everything’s coming together.

38.) This show has done more for lgbt representation in 32 minutes then Supernatural and Love Simon combined.

tao’s morning routine

madeleineengland:

This anti-bully scene lives in my head rent-free

saevity:that still of tao and elle was too cute i had to draw it <3

saevity:

that still of tao and elle was too cute i had to draw it <3


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ta0xu:

people calling tao xu annoying are completely overlooking the fact that he is FIFTEEN YEARS OLD, and his life is shifting like sand beneath his feet. he watched charlie, one of his closest friends, get bullied by the very people charlie is now spending huge amounts of time with. he supported charlie through that, and doesn’t know that nick and charlie are secretly dating. his best friend elle has moved schools, and he supported her through her bullying and misses her desperately (and he is slowly falling for her, and scared of THAT friendship changing too).

the moment he finds out about nick and charlie, he drops the antagonism, accepts nick, and apologises to charlie, acknowledging his actions made it hard for charlie to tell him about nick. he is a straight boy who is unapologetically supportive and defensive of his queer friends, throwing words AND fists if necessary. he is a fifteen year old who wants the best for his friends, who loves them deeply. tao xu is not annoying. he is a boy with a heart of gold absolutely overflowing for those around him.

When taylor says “can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain” in hey stephen it’s like the lyrcis is for nick and charlie

The most relatable thing is nick searching “am i gay” quiz like every queer kid did that

IF YOU ARE AN HEARTSTOPPER FAN THEN YOU KNOW THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY TO BE BISEXUAL

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