#teenager thoughts

I just write man because he is 8 years older than me. He fills each one of my expectations, but I think he won’t be the guy I was expecting.

As my whole diary describes my bad experiences with guys, this is not the last time this happens. I was hoping for the best, but that’s not what happened. He is just like every other man, dissapointing.

Many people doubt my love for my boyfriend but lately all I see and feel is how much I have feelings for him, and when I say feelings I mean love. Everytime we skype I get really nervous and try to look pretty for him. Everytime I think of seeing him again, giving him a hug or a kiss I start crying.
I thought that what I felt for my ex-fwb was love but now that I know what love really means I can tell you it was obsession.
Loving someone is not only showing it, saying it or writing it. It is caring about the other person even more than you care about yourself, is help the other anytime you can and being with that person in the good and bad moments.