#teenager problems

I just write man because he is 8 years older than me. He fills each one of my expectations, but I think he won’t be the guy I was expecting.

As my whole diary describes my bad experiences with guys, this is not the last time this happens. I was hoping for the best, but that’s not what happened. He is just like every other man, dissapointing.

I just feel the need to write about how I feel, because nothing is more clear to me as it is in this moment. Here and now. 

I don’t know if what I felt was love, I can’t say it, I just feel the need to be with someone, as everyone is hoping or looking for, it’s just that they don’t admit it. 

Is it too difficult to just realize you need to be with someone to feel fullfilled? I think we just need to be honest with each other. Even a whore wants to feel love or “wanted” by someone. Each one of us wants that feeling, each one of us wants to feel FULLFILLED.