#terribad pitches

Between my terribad pitches and my executive dysufunciton its miracle I get anything done, ever ever ever, I wrote a list of all the things I hit a wall at even when I am 100% certain it would do be good to even start to do, like even when I beat down my anxiety, I get all “But how” about a dozen things I either used to be able to do or have curiouisity about trying or would make my life easier et fucking cetera