hey loves! we’ve gone and did it and k.arma has officially debuted :>
take a look under the cut.
i mentioned during the face claim that i was preparing a new blog and i finally have. in this chapter of her life, i wanted a fresh blog! i’ve also been preparing k.arma’s 1st fansite! so check out both with the links below.
aside from that, i guess this another update about yubin overall? a call for plots? and just my rambling? but ah, so you know. the trcg project started and boom yubin is suddenly preparing for debut and debuting so i really focused on that ( along with having to do mga stuff for soojin and normal stuff for bambam until sn. this was drafted before he was removed. three muses, i championed for huh ? ) so some of the more social development i had for yubin stopped outside of trcg, and i chose to keep it that way until debut. but i feel as she def come from her scandals and struggles in trc. with the new fc and the debut and new blog i really want to get out of writing that mindset for her. so…
she’ll be a bit more social, nothing like before but not limiting herself to the same five people
i think she’ll still be awkward, social skills are something to keep up and she hasn’t been doing it so she’s rusty
but making an effort
overall happier but in those first few months and years as a k.arma member she’ll be moving very carefully, it’s something she’s wanted for a while so she can’t mess up
but just not as down on herself as she used to be
shes going to try and stop thinking about the scandal. it happened
trying to remind herself that trc wouldn’t pull a fast one on her at this point
i that’s it? it might not sound like much but there was really a dark period with me and yubin. i slowed down on bambam as well and it was just hard. i thought about dropping a lot. the first renewal, i forced myself to accept even tho it was draining so it’s big for me y’know? as far as plotting..
i’d like to get 1-3 very past established connections ( most of hers have dropped and etc ) something from her teens / early adulthood
and then i’d also like to get 3-5 newly established connections. something from a few months ago ( when the project just started and she had more time. )
a few from within the last year or so
1 or 2 ex’s plot
new romance plots would also be good
one good established best friend connection. something she really needs outside the people she already knows.
muses who don’t think she deserves her part in k.arma because of her scandals
true fans
i want it all!
i do also have her [ plots ] & [profile ] pages for you to see!
i hope you managed to finish all of this and if you did thank you. don’t forget to follow rkjy ! and like this if you’d like to do some plotting! i’ll be to you on her new blog and reblog it there!
I’m not feeling this blog anymore. It’s hard. I’ve tried time and time again to get the motivation to continually update, I’ve tried to ramp up the interaction I have with you all.
It’s not enough; I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong, but it’s just not working out.
I don’t think I’ll ever give up writing but this blog is nearing its end.
As of Saturday night, this blog will be purged of writing; all of my fics will be moved to ao3 where I’ll continue to write fanfiction on my own time.
I’m not sure that I’m going to deactivate this blog….I’ve had it for years. It really became a place for me where I retreated to when shit was hard. It feels like giving up one home to move to another. I don’t have the magnetic charm a lot of other writers have. I’m not good at talking to you. I’m not funny and I don’t keep up with requests. I’m just lazy, and that doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
I’ve made some really really really good friends here and I am always going to love and cherish them! I don’t want to part ways forever. I’ll leave my snap with my mutuals if anyone wants it.
