#themagicians

Broken foot book challenge. Gotta do something with my idle time.

#brokenfootbookchallenge #postop #themagicians #levgrossman #sandiegopubliclibrary #lovemylibrarycard #givemepainkillers #givemebooks (at San Diego, California)

Selfies @theparamounttheater waiting for #themagicians (at Paramount Theatre)

Getting on the screen #themagicians (at Paramount Theatre)

Sneak preview! #themagicians @theparamounttheater (at Paramount Theatre)

Barbie Q.

In his Brakebills exam outfit. Now to make some tiny playing cards.

Printing out a bunch of Julian heads currently, did a test Bowie print last night because everyone needs a Jareth doll… This will be the year of making all the things.

I’m usually fully into the Katsucrunch right now and that’s super depressing. I keep thinking about what the popular cosplays would have been, what trends will just be completely slipped over… Can you imagine how many Gamestop themed cosplays there would be?

I miss the whole atmosphere. People wanting to talk to me for some reason. Old friends crashing the booth and making me feel super old. Having 4 redbulls a day and accepting that I was probably going to get the con flu.

Will we ever get to have photos with our favorite celebrities? I’ll never forget the feeling of Mark Hamill putting his arms around me and my bestie for a photo. That’s not really a safe option anymore.

Okay scientists and doctors, please make this go away thx bye.

#katsucrunch #magicians #brakebills #ijustwannagotoacon #customdolls #madetomovebarbie #kendoll #themagicians #lookslikeagoodtime
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Eliot Waugh! A very long time coming. Like, almost a year. I started over so many times. But I think it looks okay?

Still needs clothes. And possibly stubble. I have a feeling that if I attempt to paint stubble at this point, I will ruin him.

But woo, my tribute to my favorite show/book series @magicianssyfy finally looks like something!

(Now I’m just waiting for the line of people saying that I now have to make -every- magicians character. I see that rabbit hole and it does not lead to Fillory, it leads to never sleeping again. )

#eliotwaugh #haleappleman #brakebills #filloryandfurther #eliotwaugh #quentincoldwater #margohanson #themagicians (at Fillory)
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It’s so humid that the only thing that isn’t mad at me that I can work on is my computer. So here’s more work on my Eliot from Magicians head sculpt.

#themagicians #themagicianssyfy #eliotwaugh
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Ok. First I want to begin saying that I’ve only finished the Season 1, although I know a lot of things about the fandom because of my favorite activity: read fanfics and watch a lot of post everywhere; but I wanted to share this theory/random thought that popped up in my mind while I was reading.

What if Henry Fogg was right when he said that Quentin wasn’t depressed?

Think about it.

In theory Henry Fogg knowsabout the 40 timelines, but maybe he doesn’t know all about what happened in the other 39 Quentins during his race to save his live, his friends’ lives and Fillory from The Beast.

What if the Quentin Coldwater from the first timeline wasn’t sick? Neither the second nor the third.

Thinking about it, maybe subconsciously and unconsciously he has the terror of dying and see his friends dying, to have to sacrifice himself, to be in a problem that wasn’t his matter, nor his fault, since the beginning burning in his soul.

What if everything he had to live every time the timeline restart the next Quentin Coldwater feels more and more empty, more and more anxious? Empty for the loses, anxious because, in some way, he knows what will come even though he is not conscious about it.

Henry Fogg was right, the previous Quentin Coldwaters maybedid not suffer from depression, but the time loops left their marks, no?

Someone ever has thought about it?

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Ok. Primero quiero empezar diciendo que sólo he terminado la temporada 1, aunque estoy empapada del fandom a través de mi actividad favorita: leer fics y ver post en todas partes; pero quería compartir esta teoría/pensamiento random que se me ocurrió mientras leía.

¿Qué tal si Henry Fogg tenía razón al decir que Quentin no estaba deprimido?

Piénsenlo.

En teoría Henry Fogg sabede las 40 líneas temporales, pero tal vez no está tan empapado con lo que habrán pasado los otro 39 Quentin durante su carrera por salvar su vida, la de sus amigos y a Fillory de la bestia.

¿Qué tal que el Quentin Coldwater de la línea temporal 1 no estaba enfermo? Ni el de la 2, ni el de la 3.

Pensando en eso, tal vez de forma subconsciente e inconsciente tiene gravado el terror de morir y ver morir a sus amigos, de tener que sacrificarse, de haberse vuelto envuelto en un embrollo que no le concierne ni mucho menos es su culpa.

¿Qué tal si todo lo vivido ha hecho que cada vez que se repita la línea temporal el siguiente Quentin Coldwater se sienta más y más vacío, más y más ansioso? Vacío por las pérdidas, ansioso porque en cierta forma sabe lo que viene, aunque no sea consciente de eso.

Henry Fogg tenía razón, los Quentin Coldwaters anteriores tal vez nosufrían de depresión, pero los ‘‘time loops’’ dejaron huellas, ¿no?

¿Alguien lo ha pensado alguna vez?