One year ago I started sharing my fan fiction online. I was terrified, but I did it, and now I’m so supremely glad. Never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined the response I received. I’ve made friends, where before I only had one. I receive beautiful praise from lovely folks all around the world. And miracle of miracles, I’ve found the love of my life in @martymcdie88mph
Now, 252 stories later, I’ve reached a major goal. Last week I crossed 1.5 million words. And I have to say, I’m pretty damn proud of myself. Before returning to fan fiction last year I did nothing. I sat around and watched Conan and Bill content to slog through my days because I was so fucking miserable all the time.
But writing has transformed my life. I now have people. Real, actual people who care about me and ask how I’m doing every day. And I feel like, for the first time, I might even have a purpose. It may seem silly to some, writing explicit stories about tall, blue-eyed, assless comedy men to pass the time. But I have used fic writing to process my own trauma, to work through various heartaches. And I’m amazed at the responses from my readers. I feel privileged that people trust me with their own private struggles and ask me to write difficult things for them as well. I don’t know how to express my gratitude to everyone who has read my work, left kudos, commented, or made a request. All I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you!
Now, as Bill says…
Here are 25 (or more) fuckin’ hard ass, well run blogs I would like to thank for supporting me along the way this past year. I’m sure I’m leaving some folks out, and for that I apologize. Know that I love all of you more than I can say
Oh my darling I love it so much!!! You are so incredibly talented Thank you so much for always creating such beautiful art for me, in all of it’s forms. I love you so much
We did not plan this Just two dorks who love Dave and surprised each other.
I got her a Team Rod visor as well. Aaaaand…
Needless to say @martymcdie88mph loved the custom Dave Hot Rod Funko Pop made by the incredibly talented @jadisart. I cannot say enough good things about this artist. They are a joy to work with and really went above and beyond to do every one of my specifications, making this an amazingly awesome gift for our first meeting.
I love our dorky selves so much
The most incredible presents from the most wonderful human
I had no idea there was a town in Minnesota called Hader! And even better? Guess what song was playing when I screamed and pulled over to take this pic??
@martymcdie88mph I suggest we move here immediately! IT’S A LITERAL SIGN!
Fandom: Bill Hader, Documentary Now!-Sandy Passage
Relationship: Vivianne ‘Little Vivvy’ Van Kimpton/Original Transmasculine Character
Summary: Vivvy reflects on the saga of her relationship with her transmasculine lover, Henry.
Note: This is not a new fic, but a story I revised for the Trans Day of Visibility (sorry I’m a bit late, editing takes forever) but I wanted to post some trans4trans content to celebrate
Custom edit to 'Be My Baby’ by The Ronettes thanks to the amazing and talented @stunninconan. Check out more of their work on Instagram at stunnin.conan
When you leave ya gurl on read and someone new and hot slides into her DMs
AKA if I need to temporarily abandon my beloved @martymcdie88mph during a video chat, I prop up the phone because I know sweet Bill will take good care of her in my absence
