just remember you don’t owe anyone any explanation for your mental health recovery and journey, no matter how long it may take.

Fear

Is this the fear

that I never be the same again?

And I’m so scared

That all my demons take my place

History repeats itself.

Damn this fear

Makes me do some things I can’t take back

I’m afraid Time’s still a thief

Of all we never did right

~‘Cause the time steals all chances to make things right~

Tears make me see in red

And every good choice just fades away.

Keys in my knuckles, let’s pray they won’t choose to stay

Save your breath, don’t talk if you have nothing good to say.

“I don’t want to wake up 20 years later in the middle of the night and say to myself: ~This is not the life I wanted to live~ . And realise that my life has passed away. ”