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Summary: 6 years ago, (Y/N) thought that she was finally taking her life into her hands, leaving behind a toxic and abusive relationship with a man who taught her she’d never be worthy of love. However, it became hard to ignore his words when she met her seven soulmates who rejected her without even giving her a chance to prove herself. It took (Y/N) 3 years to realize that it wouldn’t be her end. She would live on to prove them all wrong; she would become what they all thought she wasn’t: someone worthy of love. And as she stands proudly on the stage, under the burning spotlights, the applause and the cries of the delirious crowd, she feels alive. Alive, just like the bond she had believed to be broken.

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Pairings: Y/N x OT7

Genre: Soulmate AU!, Idol Y/NAU!, semi social-media AU!, ANGST (mainly), fluff, romance, maybe smut in the series, NSFW.  

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Warnings: Stong language, mention of death, and near death experience.

NOTE: HELLO IM BACK ! It’s been A WHILE ! LOL I hope everyone has been doing well, sorry for disapearing on you guys! I kinda struggled with the flow of this chapter but it’s here nevertheless ! I hope you’ll enjoy it! Feedback is warmly welcomed as always, here we go with the 17th chapter !!! (already??)

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OK. I AM READY. NOT REALLY, BUT I CAN’T HAVE GOOD THINGS WITH YOU, DOLLY..

THEY WERE PROTECTING HER?! ALL THIS TIME, THEY WERE PROTECTING HER… FREAKING PROTECTING HER.

I know we’ve discussed this, and I’ve been wondering how on earth you were gonna redeem them. Not that they’re redeemable, but still.. Hurting someone because you’re trying to protect them is still hurting them knowingly. I just want to know what led them to believe the only hope they had was to reject their last soulmate. Now I kinda understand their longing, how they could miss her even when they were the ones who had rejected her.

Lil bits I want to comment on:

I laughed here. Don’t know why, I just found funny Taehyung was still seeing the good thing even when it wasn’t a positive thing per se.

JIN KNOWS ABOUT RAYA, BUT HOOOOW???!!!

I imagined phantom limbs reaching out like crazy, trying to connect… Much like when Moon’s was cut out from theirs.

I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE THESIS I SUSPECT TAEJOON WROTE! I do wonder though, who is Raya’s friend…

XOXO

Oh no, never good news with me HAHAHAHA I promised troubles and here we are !

APPARENTLY, THEY WERE, WHO KNOWS FROM WHAT ! Redeeming arc is going to be 50/50 like : “okay but it doesn’t make you forgivable that easily” kinda way. But still, it’s going to make a lot more sense and help a lot of bottled feelings to be a bit soothed on YN’s side.

Taehyung went like “well, it could have been worse” and I love him for that.

Jin and Raya … Oh y’all are not ready.

KLSJDLKSJDK It’s kinda the idea tho !! Like spiritually, it kinda would look like that. If we were to be in an AU with the red string, we’d basically see both end of the thread trying to find each other and try to tie a knot.

THESIS YES (fighting me) lskdjklsjdkls Thank you for your note bub, it made my day !!! Lots of love uwuuuu

Time Heals Teaser - Update on 19.03.22 (yes I am at work, so I’m kind of dropping this like that lol)



It had been a while since they had met all together, the seven of them hadn’t grown distant; it was impossible in such a short span of time, but the physical distance was clearly bothering them. It had always been their moment of comfort; as long as they were together, everything would somehow fall into place. Their bond was truly a wonder. It was something so deeply carved into their skin that no one–outside it–would ever fully grasp the extent of its influence it had on their behavior and on who they were as people.


However, for the first time, Seokjin felt itchy.


Something was definitely not right, it definitely wasn’t comfortable. The seven of them were together, the distance wasn’t something any of them were thinking about and yet… and yet Seokjin never quite felt so ill at ease. After all, as hypocritical as it could sound, one of them was indeed missing.

Seokjin berated himself for even thinking such a thing. (Y/N) didn’t want to be one of them ; she clearly said so, and she had every reason to. They had no right to think of her as one of them after what they did to her. He would never have the pretension of thinking that she had to suddenly welcome them with open arms after they rejected her all these years ago. She made it clear that she didn’t want to have anything to do with them; she was staying with Jungkook out of necessity and not because she actually wanted to. He knew it and he accepted it. But it didn’t mean that it couldn’t hurt. Seokjin hated feeling that way, he didn’t feel like it was his place to feel hurt. His own feelings did not feel valid to him. He knew he logically couldn’t prevent himself from feeling. However, those feelings were unjustified in his own eyes. Who could dare to be hurt from their soulmate’s rejection when you rejected them already ? 

“have you noticed

how the sharply delineated edges

of bad memories

soften and curl in on themselves

when inevitably placed

to the flame of time

they are burnt by a nostalgia

that in the moment

you could have sworn

you would never fuel

if we cannot forgive

life makes us forget

so that we move forward

with lighter step”


- d.c.

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