trevor: he said to go straight then take a far left
Trevor refuses to rest his head like he’s suppose to
the way that alucard pretty much always calls trevor “belmont” to the man’s face, but when he’s talking to the little doll he made, he says “trevor”
The other night I had a dream that Trevor had a weird fucken photo with one of his Sister Wives like a family couple photo done by Viva Photography and it still makes me mad and I don’t know why because I don’t even really care about of anymore but I guess I do and probably always will to some extent. At least in the dream I yelled at him, stole some weird lock of his and pawned it. Fuck you Dad.
I miss my dad. Well, the idea of him I guess.
Woke up feeling a lot better than I have for the last few days. I think it was just a lot to take in and process. I guess I still have some insecurities that I need to work through. Those jealous child feelings are legiiiit.