So I think I gotten myself into a rabbit hole when it comes to what one can do with the holodeck. I started watching TNG yesterday and now my muse wants to do a bunch of one shots when it comes to writing fanfiction. All the one shots would revolve around Riker and a original character and the holodeck. Now I can’t stop thinking about it. Should I do this? If so, should I do this and post it on here as well? What do you guys think?
I say go for it!
My friend @allofmystudentsrunaway write Riker/OCs. She’s got some great Riker fics. I’ve reblogged a couple. I’ve written a couple but can’t bring myself to post yet…I’m a. Lolol
“Eda… I love you so much… So as not to upset you I decided to lose you.”
“I have nothing to tell you. There’s nothing. And now I’m looking at you… And in front of me there’s a completely different person. A stranger.”
In this scene I was crying out loud, I couldn’t stop. And when Serkan tells Eda “Please Eda” because he wanted to hug her, to be there for her. My heart wrecked.
GO GIRL! DESTROY ALPTEKIN!!!
I really loved this scene, I was like ‘That’s my girl’. And the wisdom of Aydan telling Serkan to not interfere in the conversation between Eda and Alptekin. I love this woman.
“I don’t believe you anymore”
This are the words that destroyed Serkan the most. It has to be really bad when the person you love the most doesn’t trust you anymore.
“If you had behaved with me at least 10% of what you behaved with Eda, everything would have been completely different.”
“I can’t believe this. I can’t. Are you still with this, Selin? Still? I will say this for the last time, listen carefully. I love Eda, alright? Not you. I have never been in love with you.”
“I’m not talking about the past. I have no such expectation. I only wanted to warn you as a friend.”
“Then warn your other friends because you and I are not friends. Our relationship is only business.”
FINALLY SERKAN! Now Selin maybe you understand the situation… Maybe. I was so proud of him in that moment.
Eda and Serkan lost in their mind, think about each other, about what happened. I really like how the show showed us how Eda and Serkan handle this moment and the pain, in two different ways. Eda get through this with her friend at her side, while Serkan want to be alone, he doesn’t want anyone beside him, he didn’t even goes to work.
Leyla worried about Serkan❤️. She is so precious, and a good person.
And we know thanks to Leyla that Serkan is taking care about the seeds that Eda planted in Serkan’s office, the one that she collected with her mother, the one that she plant in her happy places.
Selin telling to Piril that if she can’t be happy neither can Serkan… Ehmm so that’s love for Selin… Okay. I really can’t stand anymore. It’s like she is obsessed with him, and if she can’t have him nobody can. What kind of madness is that? And the declare herself a friend of Serkan… Friends don’t do that Selin.
My poor babe Serkan, taking off the ring caused a phisical pain at him. I think that this was a little bit cruel even for a character like Eda, I understand why she do that, but I think that it was cruel.
Serkan asking Leyla to be his eyes and his ears about everything that concerns Eda. Oh my boy is so in love with her. And Leyla agrees to do that only if Serkan admit that he loves Eda… I love Leyla really. We are not worthy of her.
“I will say this as a woman. If she wants to punish you, then there’s still hope.”
It was so beautiful to see Aydan in Serkan’s office. And the team Serkan-Aydan is the team I know I needed. They will conquer everything and everyone.
Serkan putting the ring in Eda’s pocket because that is HER ring. I love this particular. This whole scene was so beautiful and when he ask her what happens if he violate the rules on purpose… CHEMISTRY ON FIRE
I’m sure he wanted to kiss her, and then Erdem came in… And the scene was so hilarious I love the dynamics between these two.
When Leyla told him that Eda was going do meet Kadir he immediately go after her, and save her from the journalist.
“Eda let me be there for you”
This scene was beautiful and painful to watch. And how badly Eda wanted to hug Serkan after the confrontation with Kadir, but because of her pride she didn’t hug him. She was so relieved by the fact that Serkan was there with her.
Serkan listen Eda’s speech from afar, and he was so proud of her.
She returned her ring to Serkan by putting it in his pocket. And than they almost kiss… These two will be the death of me.
“I want to have dinner with you”
He would have done anything to have dinner with her. He just want to be with her, near her, talk to her.
“Don’t look directly at me there. If you look, I don’t know… I’ll fall maybe.”
“Don’t worry. I will catch you.”
FASHION SHOW
Selin you filthy snake, what the hell are you doing? You were not happy enough about what you did with the journalists and now you’re ruining their happiness by changing the name of the restaurant on the note.
Soo Alptekin you never acted like a husband, neither as a father, and when your son tells you that you should leave the house, you don’t fight to win them back but you run away… Okay you sucks… But now you even cheat on Aydan… Really? What kind of revolting human being are you?
Can we put both Alptekin and Selin on a shuttle and bring them on Mars so they can stay there forever?! Please
How broken they were? Their eyes, the pain, the hope gone. And when they pull out their phone to call each other just to know where they were. But Serkan didn’t call Eda because he said to Engin that if she didn’t come he was letting her go. And Eda didn’t call Serkan because of her pride. They didn’t deserve that.
P.s: Hande acting in this episode was marvelous. I felt every feeling that Eda was going through. And the same did Kerem. They are so good.
“Look, Serkan, I get you. You’re so angry but… Can we talk another time?”
“Another time? When? I mean… When? I already waited for you to behave like a dad all my life. When is that ‘Another time?’”
“Serkan… Can you talk with your dad when you’re calmer?”
“With my dad… What dad? What dad, mum? Is there someone like that? Please stop fooling yourself. For years, he wasn’t here for us on our good or bad days. You couldn’t get out of the house. And where was he? Where was he? He was after business… Business. Why did I move to the house across from here? Because you don’t have a husband. I don’t have a father. We never had such a person.”
This was heart breaking I feel so sorry for both Serkan and Aydan.
What to say about her… I never liked her, from the beginning I thought she is a spoiled rich girl who wants everything to be like she wants. I never changed my opinion about her, sometimes I felt sorry for her because it has to be very difficult to watch the man you love treat his fiancé like you always wanted to be treated by him, but I never liked her. And in every episode my opinion about her only worsened, she didn’t care about anyone except herself, she had a wonderful and loving fiancé who loved her so much, but no she run after Serkan every time. She dumped Ferit at the rehearsal dinner for the wedding, she lied to him saying that she was at Piril’s house when she actually was at Serkan’s. She was ready to broke up with Ferit two days, TWO DAYS, before the wedding for Serkan. Oh come on girl…
And the thing that I don’t understand is when she understood that Serkan wanted her back? Which signals Serkan gave her to understand that? I really don’t get it.
And in episode 12 when Selin and Serkan talked about their feelings for each other he was so clear that he never loved her, and that he don’t love her, that he is in love with Eda. And Selin said that she actually fell in love with the idea of Serkan, a wrong idea. In that moment I thought ok she finally understands that this was never going to work, she will move on. But no she did not.
OK Ferit made a mistake by leaving her at the altar but she didn’t love him, not in the way he wanted. And after this Selin was jealous about him and Serkan. Really girl? Really?
She’s like a damsel in distress. She needs a man, and I don’t get that.
In episode 18 when she asked Serkan if she could stay at his house I was like she didn’t really did that right? She didn’t ask at Serkan if she could stay at his house… She doesn’t has parents, friends, hotels like Aydan said? In that moment I gave up on understanding her. And when in episode 19 she asked him if he would like to watch a film together i really lost my mind. I really don’t get her, and her behavior. And at end of the episode when she keep asking Serkan what he needs, or that she’s there if he needed something an he keep say Eda, Eda, I need Eda i was like read the signals Selin, he doesn’t want you there. What else do you need to understand that? And when Eda arrives at Serkan’s home she says “Welcome Eda” in an annoyed way… Ehm what?! That is not your home, what right you have to speak to her like that? And when Serkan tells her that there is the driver outside the house waiting for her what she does… She cry…
And I don’t understand why she was so angry at Serkan about the secret of Eda’s parents, what she wanted to use this against Serkan and Eda relationship? She was going to blackmail him? I don’t get it really.
She really doesn’t have self love. I think she has to love herself more, to be more self respectful. Where Is her pride?
Sorry for this outburst but I can’t take her anymore. I really hope that Serkan close the relationship with her forever after this. And he doesn’t even know that she covered Ferit about the agreement thing, I really hope that Eda tells him about that because he deserves to know what kind of person is Selin.
P.s: How beautiful is Bige though? She has those big blue eyes that enchant you. And I think that she’s a really good actress.
“Even the possibility that you might be with someone else destroys me; that he will touch you as I do, that he will look at you the same way I do, that you will smile at another and illuminate everything with your smile. I know it’s selfishness, but I want you to be mine only, to only look at me, to only smile at me, to only touch me. Be mine.”
“I can’t erase you from inside of me. How can I love another when you exist? My soul, my body, my heart – everything belongs to you. I know it’s impossible but I want you to look at only me, to only smile at me, to touch only me, to be mine.”
“What is Serkan doing here?”
“What is Serkan doing here? Serkan’s mother lives here, so Serkan is here. More importantly what is Eda doing here?”
This was so funny, and Serkan took the crust off the bread because Eda like it so, and he do that unconsciously. That’s amore.
“Did I tell you about this horse?”
“No.”
“I chose her from several horses. But she didn’t want me at all, isn’t it? In the first weeks she didn’t allow me to approach her, didn’t allow love, she didn’t allow me to ride her at all. Just when I thought that there was a connection between us, I rode her and she threw me off.”
“And then? Did she attached to you?”
“No. She doesn’t allow me to ride her. She just allow me to touch her from distance. She is rebellious, a stubborn horse.”
“Maybe you don’t know how to love her.”
“She just doesn’t understand.”
I loved this metaphor, it will be because I go on horse riding and I understand perfectly what Serkan means. It is true that there are some horses that do not allow you to get close despite you putting all the love in the world into it, it is very frustrating and describes perfectly what Serkan feels. And this happen with people too.
“You are a gift to me from the universe. And so for Serkan”
Aydan and Eda coffee scene was so beautiful and sweet. I like the fact that we know that Serkan’s brother was sick and Aydan agarophobia was due to that. And I love that Aydan tells Eda that all the insecurity that Serkan has are because she and Alptekin send him away when he was young. The phrase “Who know what a storm there is inside him” describe his emotions perfectly, he’s actually a mess of emotions but with Eda he finally found peace. And another phrase that describes him is “He was afraid that you would leave him, because everyone who loved abandoned him”, he’s such a insicure person when it comes to trust and love.
“I always been there for you.”
Eda is sooo right, and I understand her when she says that she’s tired, I would be tired too if I was her, but on the other hand I feel so sorry for Serkan because he really wants to tell her but he doesn’t know how.
“Burn those stupid flowers.”
This together with the chair scene were the most hilarious, I couldn’t stop laughing.
“The mistake he made in the past is now snatching the most valuable thing from my hands.”
In episode 18 Serkan says that he never valued anyone like he value Eda. Come on girl read the signals.
The team Aydan and Eda aka her Daughter-in-law was so strong during the charitable foundation dinner, and when Serkan arrives it was so funny. These two fight like an old married couple.
Ahhh my dear Efe I told you that you start this game with the wrong man, Serkan Bolat isn that easy to defeat. Check mate honey, say bye bye to your career.
“I miss you so much Eda Yildiz. I LOVE YOU. I’m jealous of you. I miss you and I’m so sorry for everything”
My poor babe Serkan, when he finally confess Eda didn’t hear him.
When he got home I think that he thought I will drink just one glass of alcohol, just one. Then he thought one glass won’t take the pain away, and he want the pain to go away, so he take all the bottle with him. This is really sad.
Drunk Serkan was so sweet, funny but for me was so sad. I lost the count of how many times he said Eda’s name. And when Selin ask him to tell her what he needed and he answered “I need Eda. I need Eda” this show us how much he loves her, needs her she is his salvation, his anchor, his world. He loves her so much. And he was afraid that she wouldn’t come, he constantly watched his clock and said to Selin that she will definitely come. I loved that drunk Serkan did what normal Serkan would never do… Throw out of his house Selin, the whole thing was so funny.
The shower scene was beautiful and the chemistry was on fire… But it lasted like 5 seconds… What the hell???
The last scene was so painful to watch, Serkan was literally scared and Eda was so tired of the situation. And when he finally found the courage to tell her the truth… Here comes Selin to ruin everything. I can’t wait to see next episode.
“You… You can’t have done something like that. There’s a mistake”
“Eda can you please go out”
“No I can’t leave you alone”
“Eda can you please go out?!”
“No. I know you, you wouldn’t have done something like that. There’s a mistake”
“ Eda why are you doing this?”
“Because I trust you Serkan Bolat”
“So you trusted the wrong man”
“Not in architecture. You are the best architect. You do big projects. You couldn’t make such a mistake”
“I’m the best right? And that is why I made such a stupid thing. Eda, look, please leave, okay, go away”
“No”
“Eda I did a mistake. Please leave me alone”
“Serkan…”
The man who never admitted his mistakes saying “I made a mistake” in front of the girl that called him “insensitive robot who never admitted his mistakes” . How he has grown. I’m so proud of him. And Eda knows that this is not his fault. And I bet that now Serkan thinks he’s just like his father because he thinks he’s made the same mistake. He’s so broken. Ahhh Efe I want to kill youuu! I can’t wait to see both Serkan and Eda destroying Efe. Efe, my dear, you started this game with the wrong person, Serkan is not that easy to defeat. You will see who are you challenging.
P.s: Kerem you are really an amazing actor. I got the chills during the whole scene. I don’t have the right words to describe him, he’s so empathic.
“If I didn’t meet you by coincidence, I was going to live the same way without having an insight about anything, you showed me there is another kind of life in this world… You opened my eyes and showed me I have a soul, if I didn’t take it to the end it’s not your fault.”
Serkan there is something…
Eda knows that there is something else under their break up. She feels it.
And moreover Serkan eyes don’t lie. He’s so in love with her.
The beginning of the episode was so funny. Eda calls Serkan “My Love” and his faces were like… Ehm what?
And when she remembered everything in that moment I was crying out of laughter.
The flashbacks were so sweet and special and full of love, I miss my babies like that, out of thoughts and in love. Ah Serkan my love I don’t know if you can live in that house, full of memories of Eda.
“Tell me about the day you made someone very sad… And than tell me about the day you were the saddest… And than tell me about the day you were the happiest.”
“I think there’s no need to talk about personal things.”
“Because there is nothing personal between us. ”
In this scene I was so sorry for both of them. They are so broken.
“When you were lost in the woods we all looked for you in different places. Serkan stayed in one place all the time. It’s like he was saying ‘Eda is here’. Serkan felt that you were there Eda. If this is not a feeling for you than I don’t know what.”
“Really?”
In this scene Eda understand that Serkan followed his heart to find her. I loved that Pyril tell her that Serkan has feelings for her, even if he doesn’t show them.
The way Serkan stare at Eda while she’s singing… The chemistry was on fire. And the dance was so sweet.
“Listen, we could break up okay? But whatever you do with Efe, do not do it in front of me.”
My poor baby Serkan is jealous and broken every time he sees Eda and Efe together.
Serkan is helping Ayfer with the flower shop. My babe is so precious. And Eda think that Efe is helping them
Serkan not trusting Efe so he made research on him because he feels that something is wrong with him. I can’t wait to see when he finds out that Efe works for Eda’s grandmother.
I’m so proud of Ayfer, she started the therapy, and she finally ammitted that she loves Eda. Great step forward lady
I love the fact that Serkan can’t literally say no to Eda, she made him remake the project so that the tree remains there. I love my strong girl.
I’m a little bit confused about the fragment of episode 17, I’m sure that there is a misunderstanding about the baby but I’m so ready to see Papa Serkan Bolat in action. And of course uncle Engin
“I won’t take it off, it reminds me of things I don’t want to forget … Don’t fall in love with anyone again”
They don’t want to fall in love with anyone else because they have found their soulmate. In the whole episode they cannot help to stare at each other. They are so in love.
