okay yeah finally gonna say it. if you support loverofpiggies in any way (reading her comics, buying her merch, etc etc) i do not want you following me. i understand “death of the author” but when that author actively gr00med and abused me i don’t really care! you’re still engaging with her content when you could be engaging with /other/ content.
I’ve removed their name because they’d prefer to keep their privacy. A little anecdote from me, too, is that CQ / loverofpiggies ‘befriended’ me when I was 16 (I’d been a fan since 14) and after turning 18, she was willing to do pretty hardcore nsfw scenes with me. While I offered, yes, she was 28 years old and should have said no.
She was also willing to date a 19 year old when she was 26. While not illegal, with the other ways she’s acted around minors, it’s best to just stay away and not support her.
(( Alright. You know what. I was just going to keep this to my anger at the server and the message I sent them but.
I joined the PolnareffLand server because it seemed fun to be in a groupchat filled with only people who ran askblogs. It was a normal goddamn chat for askblogs when I originally joined and I muted it. Because I do that to all servers im in, and then random people were let in. But my friend kept me up on the details and yknow what?
Many people in the PolnareffLand server are adults who like younger characters. And yea, I mean it in the way you think. I am tired of hearing about that server. I am tired of knowing how fucking shitty they are. I was tired of being associated with a group full of pedophiles. There are minors in there and they are being fucking groomed. They are playing off my message I told them like I started drama. That I am annoying. Sorry That you think not being a pedophile is annoying. If you are a pedophile you are disgusting. You are a terrible person. Your “ship” is disgusting.
News flash asshole: I am not a pedo. I don’t want to fuck a fictional CHILD. And if you try to argue against me that the character is fictional you are still proving my point that you are sexually attracted to children. You are disgusting. Everyone in that server do NOT respond to my fucking post. Do not interact with my jokes. I don’t want any of you to be associated with me. )) - Mod Oku
The last straw that sent me out was when somebody said to me “adhd doesn’t exist”
Was it fun at first? Yeah! There are a few people I met there that I still talk to and we’re friends. But as a whole, that server was not a safe environment as a minor. More often than not I found myself feeling really uncomfortable and left out, and, the overwhelming amount of sexualization of underage characters made me feel sick. as a survivor or domestic abuse. I felt unsafe just from the sheerAMOUNT of it there was. Originally I had an nsfw role and I thought “oh, like, funny cursed nsfw shit right?” No. People were sending literal porn and some of those people were minors. Let me say this again. ADULTS (as old as their 20’s) AND MINORS (as young as 15 and 16) WERE BOTH SENDING PORN TO EACH OTHER. THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE. It’s one thing to joke around with each other about stuff. Like “haha that’s a peepee lol” or stupid shit like that??? (People who follow me know about the top kak discourse my friends and I have. THAT SHIT IS A FUCKING JOKE.) I’m sorry but I just. Can’t keep it in anymore. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m causing drama but I genuinely felt so uncomfortable I had to leave the server.
//I’ll add to this too before anything gets said abt what I sent before I can, the server made me super uncomfortable. Giving NSFW roles to minors as young as 16, and allowing nsfw talk outside the chats with CHILDREN as young as 13 was abhorrent. There were people who I won’t name who had porn as their profile picture multiple time, sometimes not even cropped.
This isn’t about shipping or liking a character or drawing certain stuff, this is adults not having the common sense to keep nsfw material out of children’s hands and away from young eyes. My message to the server was a bit broad, and my intention wasn’t to call everyone there a pedophile, but to point out the disgusting lack of boundaries the adults in the server had created.
(( Alright. You know what. I was just going to keep this to my anger at the server and the message I sent them but.
I joined the PolnareffLand server because it seemed fun to be in a groupchat filled with only people who ran askblogs. It was a normal goddamn chat for askblogs when I originally joined and I muted it. Because I do that to all servers im in, and then random people were let in. But my friend kept me up on the details and yknow what?
Many people in the PolnareffLand server are adults who like younger characters. And yea, I mean it in the way you think. I am tired of hearing about that server. I am tired of knowing how fucking shitty they are. I was tired of being associated with a group full of pedophiles. There are minors in there and they are being fucking groomed. They are playing off my message I told them like I started drama. That I am annoying. Sorry That you think not being a pedophile is annoying. If you are a pedophile you are disgusting. You are a terrible person. Your “ship” is disgusting.
News flash asshole: I am not a pedo. I don’t want to fuck a fictional CHILD. And if you try to argue against me that the character is fictional you are still proving my point that you are sexually attracted to children. You are disgusting. Everyone in that server do NOT respond to my fucking post. Do not interact with my jokes. I don’t want any of you to be associated with me. )) - Mod Oku
The last straw that sent me out was when somebody said to me “adhd doesn’t exist”
Was it fun at first? Yeah! There are a few people I met there that I still talk to and we’re friends. But as a whole, that server was not a safe environment as a minor. More often than not I found myself feeling really uncomfortable and left out, and, the overwhelming amount of sexualization of underage characters made me feel sick. as a survivor or domestic abuse. I felt unsafe just from the sheerAMOUNT of it there was. Originally I had an nsfw role and I thought “oh, like, funny cursed nsfw shit right?” No. People were sending literal porn and some of those people were minors. Let me say this again. ADULTS (as old as their 20’s) AND MINORS (as young as 15 and 16) WERE BOTH SENDING PORN TO EACH OTHER. THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE. It’s one thing to joke around with each other about stuff. Like “haha that’s a peepee lol” or stupid shit like that??? (People who follow me know about the top kak discourse my friends and I have. THAT SHIT IS A FUCKING JOKE.) I’m sorry but I just. Can’t keep it in anymore. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m causing drama but I genuinely felt so uncomfortable I had to leave the server.
(( Alright. You know what. I was just going to keep this to my anger at the server and the message I sent them but.
I joined the PolnareffLand server because it seemed fun to be in a groupchat filled with only people who ran askblogs. It was a normal goddamn chat for askblogs when I originally joined and I muted it. Because I do that to all servers im in, and then random people were let in. But my friend kept me up on the details and yknow what?
Many people in the PolnareffLand server are adults who like younger characters. And yea, I mean it in the way you think. I am tired of hearing about that server. I am tired of knowing how fucking shitty they are. I was tired of being associated with a group full of pedophiles. There are minors in there and they are being fucking groomed. They are playing off my message I told them like I started drama. That I am annoying. Sorry That you think not being a pedophile is annoying. If you are a pedophile you are disgusting. You are a terrible person. Your “ship” is disgusting.
News flash asshole: I am not a pedo. I don’t want to fuck a fictional CHILD. And if you try to argue against me that the character is fictional you are still proving my point that you are sexually attracted to children. You are disgusting. Everyone in that server do NOT respond to my fucking post. Do not interact with my jokes. I don’t want any of you to be associated with me. )) - Mod Oku
I’m mad enough about seeing that “ew men I hate being bisexual” post on my dash, that you know what? If you can, please reblog this with at least one thing you love about men. It can be anything! Physical, an emotional trait - anything.
I’ll go first: I love men’s smiles. They’re so warm, and pure, and bright. Seeing men smile genuinely makes my day better.
I love when grown ass men only deny, deflect, and drink to deal with their issues with no regard for the girls they fuck up in the process. Fuck men.
Oh no, I’ve known some shitty ass men. Was sexually assaulted by a man too, thought he was my friend. First relationship was me being groomed and abused by an adult as a tween (don’t count that one). My dad abused me emotionally (maybe a bit physically but I’m still unclear on how to define that).
Shit still wasn’t as bad as the women (multiple) who sexually assaulted me, the abuse endured by my mother from her mom, the abuse I faced from my mother, or any of the abuse you assholes are excusing from women that I have experienced, and that I know others close to me have experienced. My father said shitty things to me, he never once said I was a failure who he wished he never loved and would never love from that moment on and insinuated he wished I was never born. You know who did? My mom! Wow! I could go on, and on, an on about shitty ass women I’ve had in my life. Because there are shitty ass women, believe it or not.
I don’t seem to understand how many shitty men there are out there? I think I do actually. I’m not paranoid and thinking all men are secretly evil masterminds out to get me, if that’s the issue. But y’all refuse to acknowledge how many evil women there are, hiding perfectly in plain site, out there. Hell, anytime I respond with personal antidotes or the fact that there are shitty women I never get a response. I only do get a response if it can fit your guy’s propaganda, your whole agenda and lies. Because I know for a fact y’all don’t want to think about the gross, and disgusting, and awful women there are out there because that throws your whole argument out the window.
Because it’s almost like…people can choose to be bad people, and it’s not just a disease that plagues one specific half of the population. Wow! Maybe no one is inherently evil!
shitty mobile post on desktop view bc I’m trying to stay logged out so idk what this will look like and I’m not in the mental state to make a great post or a dank meme to explain but please please read this if you can handle this stuff that’s been going on. I know it’s negative and I hate that, it’s just I feel like I can’t sleep if I don’t say something about this right now because it’s years too late https://twentytwowords.com/signs-youre-in-a-cult/ Please read this and keep the SCP wiki in your mind as you read the examples. I don’t know how to describe how I feel right now but I just feel like I have whiplash. I seriously fucking sobbed reading this, it hurt so much to immediately realize it was true. I feel SO stupid that I was willfully ignorant to what people had to say about the wiki. please just go down that list and imagine that it’s talking about the wiki. I just did that and to be frank I had a fucking panic attack for the first time in a long time. In hindsight it’s SO. OBVIOUS. they say you’re safe there from the outside world (“LGBT+ inclusive”) even though you’re a massive target for alt-right and Kiwi Farms people and beyond when you put your face or personal info on the SCP wiki. administration does whatever the inner circle wants including throwing out another person entirely. administration’s word is law. they police others’ relationships and they get in inappropriate relationships with their users. like oh my god all the shit in these memes. especially the one about how cult leaders say THEY can break ethical boundaries but others can’t, it’s what SCP admins do when they decide what is “abuse” or not, like with the Roget manipulating the RPC admin thing. and oh my god the grooming? the sex culture?? that’s their fucking psychological manipulation element of choice!!! it’s Pavlov’s Dog shit!!! to make you obsessed with the wiki and the people there, to make you think only they can give you what you want and need, to make you want to stay and give more and more of your time and work and energy to them! Christ above I had just been thinking that I needed to do more research on how SCP was similar to a cult. I just didn’t expect how INSANELY SPOT-ON it is. all I did was I googled “signs of cultism” and got hit with that article and the realization that I truly fucking did spend age 16-21 of my life in a cult, and now the leaders of the cult want me fucking gone and unable to communicate with those stuck in the cult. especially those about to join the cult, aka young people. I’m really starting to fucking add up some shit that happened to my reputation right now. they shut up and destroy anyone who figures out what they’re doing, make it so we can’t talk, make it so we’re so at-risk or so hated that we run away. it’s like almost every single fucking thing the administration of the SCP wiki does is listed in this page on signs you’re in a cult well double triple fuck you SCP administration you’re evil you’re like twisted corrupt occult level sexually depraved plotting level pure evil AND YOU HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING MONEY YOU HAVE 156,000 DOLLARS RIGHT NOW EW EW EW. The Foundation doesn’t belong to you you fucking putrid bureaucrats inner circle authors WAKE UP, holy fuck I would scream it at past me if I could, it’s not just a writing site. it’s not just a fucking writing site!! they tell you it’s just a writing site to fuck with your head and make you think they don’t have the power they do over so many people! fucking hell I don’t care what anyone thinks of me anymore i really don’t I just need people to understand that administration is the enemy of ALL and the SCP wiki is a fucking cult, it terrifies me seeing posts encouraging people to join. encouraging young queer minors to join. people who said it was a cult and got called crazy I’m so so SO sorry that I didn’t believe you until it was too late, I’m so sorry I helped them, I’m sorry I ever made posts encouraging people to join the wiki, I cannot believe what I was a part of and I don’t give a shit if the admins try to KILL me, I will never shut up until their control over the SCP Foundation community is ripped from them by the people they abuse because that is the least I can fucking do after being involved in this nasty depraved circle of sin and lies
Thinking about Rachelle Vinberg detailing her experiences with the director Cary Fukunaga and the wider topic of women coming forward with stories of abuse.
To sum it up, Rachelle, now 23 (known from being a skateboarder and an actress from Skate Kitchen & Betty) decided to talk about her relationship with Cary Fukunaga who she met when she was 18 and he was 39 (as far as I can gather from her instagram stories). She didn’t really talk about too many particularities of their relationship but he began a friendship with her, she was a virgin at the time, he started talking about sex with her frequently, asking her invasive questions, normalizing talking about it, started touching her more frequently and it all culminated with a sexual relationship. She classifies this as grooming and points out this has been a pattern with him corroborated publicly by other women. Two women (who are twins) have also come forward with a very similar story emphasizing nothing Cary has done was illegal and they are not telling this to ruin his career but to presumably support Rachelle. They share they were encouraged to engage in a threesome and even incestual activity with Cary, were touched inappropriately and asked sexually invasive questions as well.
Nothing Cary did here is technically illegal and I hate how we partly due to online “dirtbag leftist” rhetoric have started to talk about emotional and sexual abuse through a) legality b) cancellation of the “guilty” party. The first one reduces abuse to a carceral punitive basis and is non-productive both from a feminist and a socialist lens, the other one centers on the abuser and fails to see reasons why women do decide to talk.
There is a misogynist side to how the world fails to see women have always protected one another through the means of what we may as well call gossip, yes gossip, not always negative. If multiple women have terrible stories about the same men, we know to keep away. This should and has been the goal of most women sharing their experiences.
There is another important aspect to all of this which is almost deliberate obliviousness to power structures that influence all relationships. Famous people, men very often use age, gender, economic and cultural capital not only to abuse those around them (economically, emotionally, sexually) but to get away with this. This conversation should never focus on their career, their future prospects but on trying to at least mitigate damage done to more vulnerable individuals, to try to warn others in this case to be careful around those individuals. If we were hurt, abused, traumatized, our goal should always be to try to prevent others from experiencing the same fate. That’s at least how I have always felt.
We will never be free until we destroy present hierarchies of power but we can at least try to help one another in the mean time.
Gif 1: Flashback to ten years before the beginning of the show in the junkyard, season 1 episode 6. Teen Isobel is sitting with one hand raised, having just eaten a french fry. She is looking at Michael (off screen) in surprise and shock, she looks taken aback. The text reads “he took a flower in its prime”.
Gif 2: Flachback to ten years before the beginning of the show in a cave, season 1 episode 10. Isobel (who is possessed by Noah) is gripping Rosa tightly, her left hand over Rosa’s mouth. Her fingers glow red, and as the light intensifies Rosa looks more afraid. Isobel’s mouth is open and her brown furrowed as though she is expending effort. The text reads “and then he used it”.
Gif 3: Inside the mindscape at the gala on the dancefloor, season 1 episode 11. Isobel is standing, clearly terrified and unable to move. Noah is behind her, leaning over her shoulder and whispering in her ear; sinister and obviously in control. The text reads “and he abused it”.
Gif 4: Outside in the desert at night, season 1 episode 13. Overhead shot of Noah lying dead on the ground, his shirt open to show marks where he was struck by Max’s lighting. It is raining. The text reads “it was a murder, but not a crime”.
Plot Summary: After a young woman by the name of Molly Sullivan drops her young daughter off at the Hudson Street Orphanage, it’s left to Agatha Hannigan to raise her. A reluctant mother figure at best, she finds that this girl, Carrie, takes to her immediately, and she uses that to her advantage in any way she can. And as Carrie grows up, her love and devotion to Miss Hannigan grows with her. But when her true parentage is found out, will Carrie trade in her new life in the end?
Style/Clothing: Casual, sometimes girly, but nothing overly fancy. T shirts and jeans or camisoles with skirts mostly.
Signature Quote: “What is good or bad, really? Everyone has their own definition.”
Plot Summary: After a young woman by the name of Molly Sullivan drops her young daughter off at the Hudson Street Orphanage, it’s left to Agatha Hannigan to raise her. A reluctant mother figure at best, she finds that this girl, Carrie, takes to her immediately, and she uses that to her advantage in any way she can. And as Carrie grows up, her love and devotion to Miss Hannigan grows with her. But when her true parentage is found out, will Carrie trade in her new life in the end?
Confession:Hearing about Tenkos master and how he is the reason she dislikes guys so much, I always wondered if he might had some ulterior motives and actually planned to groom Tenko
