Doumeki: I know it’s been four years, but I’ve somehow been keeping tabs on you
Yashiro: No, I haven’t done it with anyone else after you, and I still dream of you at random
No, we have to make Doumeki act like a bitter ex boyfriend coz why tf not? (it’s actually kinda hot)
It’s their first encouter, and first time being alone together after those four years. There was no proper closure after everything that happened. Doumeki has been through a lot, and Yashiro has been secretly suffering too.
Man, I wish they could just be happy, now that they’re with each other again.
It’s about Yashiro, someone with a twisted past and Doumeki, who comes his way, being all gentle to him, actually caring for him. Yashiro thinks that he’s a mess, he doesn’t deserve this pure affection that Doumeki has to offer. He’s just not the person that Doumeki ought to give these feelings to.
So he pushes Doumeki away, like that’s all it was. He said that he had forgotten about him. Yet, there was this lingering feeling. There was this part of Doumeki that stayed with him, after a few years of being apart.
That one intimate moment with Doumeki changed Yashiro. He did not want anyone else to touch him again, after Doumeki. Maybe he did not want to wash away the traces that Doumeki left. He did not want any other person’s mark on his body.
I just want more of this! Yes, it started off as a yaoi, but it progressed as a really interesting story. I want to know what happens next. Do they get to have a happy ending? I know they’d meet each other again (in Chapter 40), but what happens next? I need answers.
Kou Yoneda’s work has awakened something in me, and now I can’t help but wait for the next chapters.
Happy golden days to all of my Saezuru friends, thank you for not giving up, thank you for staying strong, it’s been a hard year for all of us but I hope all of the suffering will pay off with joy and love in the future.
