hi there, tumblr. i am alive.

it’s been YEARS since i’ve been active on tumblr, so i don’t know who actually cares that i’m lowkey back, but hi!

the last time i was active was back in my sophomore year of high school, and looking back on that one post i made… ew. i was really a lil kid, postin’ like that.

but now, i’ve graduated high school + i am now about to be a freshman in college. shit’s crazy.

a lot has changed since then, and i’ve really been more active as an artist:

i’ve been releasing passion projects that i’ve been proud of.

i released my debut album eightytwo days (available on all streaming platforms) at the top of new year, and wrote all of the songs on that album. best part about it? all of it was brought to life with my creative friends.

i am currently in the process of releasing a cover of the one n only rafa’ssongoxygen, along with a video to it on youtube. this will be the third song i’ve covered of his (still lowkey crazy) + i’m excited for the little twist i’m putting on it.

• (side note: he sent me the instrumental. i’ve still been in contact with rafael this whole time, and i’m still so grateful for all his love + support.)

i’ve gotten opportunities that i didn’t even think would be possible at the age that i was at the time.

at 16, i performed on the main stage of the las vegas house of blues. the year after, i was asked to sing back up for one of my favorite artists, H.E.R. at the iHeart Radio Music Festival. (unfortunately i couldn’t go through with the show due to my age). both were amazing experiences.

and i’ve picked up on new passions + have been working on honing in on those even more.

aside from performing at shows, i picked up dancing + have been at it for about three years now. and, during quarantine, i picked up learning how to play guitar + have been playing for a few months!

i wanna talk to y’all again, i miss y’all! so send some requests my way, + i’m more than happy to respond :) much love!

Soooooo…..

I guess some OG content would be nice, huh?.. However, to be honest I still don’t have much of anything, but I suppose I should do give an update on things:

Sooooo, I’ve been really busy the past month just working on myself. I started dieting, just started seeing a therapist and a specialist for my other medical issues I’ve been putting off. I might quit my job that I don’t find fulfill any longer. My husband and I are talking about maybe moving. And finally, my niece is about to be born any day now, so I’ve been on Auntie duties with the other rug rats.

Last week was the first time I sat down and drew something this entire new year (which felt pretty good, and so far it looks pretty damn good even if it’s just a sketch right now). I also have been writing here and there when I have a burst of inspiration, but that quickly fizzles out and I get overwhelmed again. At this point, I have no idea of I’m ever going to finish this damn arch of this fanfic, but my life is to crazy to focus on it anyways.

So, all in all, I’m doing ok, just trying to actually work on myself so I’m a healthier person instead of drowning my problems in hobbies. I hope everyone is having a better year than the previous two and I hope all you trash pandas are happy and healthy. ❤️❤️❤️

✨Please take care of yourselves and remember that Mother Llama loves you all!

So to those that I owe art to, I will be a little slow with completing them. I literally just started a new job. And a lot of my time will be preoccupied with work. But they will still get done, so no worries! Thank you for being patient with me!