#valentinesday
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this valentine’s day is very rough and traumatic for me. i wish i felt comfortable enough to talk about this with my close friends but they’re in relationships so i’m not gonna bring my feelings to their holiday w/ their SO’s.
so check it: tomorrow it’ll be a full year since my last relationship ended (that shit was EXTREMELY TRAUMATIC) which is one of the reasons i’m kinda struggling today. but i had a random thought..
i don’t know if i’ll ever know what it’s like to truly be someone’s valentine.
and you’d think that i was someone’s valentine last year but nah, he didn’t get me anything at all and i’m not the type of girlfriend to ask for anything in general, let alone on a holiday. nonetheless, he was my valentine and i showed my love ofc.. but i didn’t get a single thing (no card, rose/roses, balloon, wine, teddy bear…. N O T H I N G )
i would like to know what being someone’s valentine is like. to be showered with love, in many different love languages. to be adorned and shown off, to have someone’s love for me to be unapologetically put on display…
i absolutely love that so many people do get to experience something so beautiful and wholesome. i was just wondering if it’ll ever be me.