#vent tw
Can I get some kind words from y'all? The patron stream was cool but very overstimulating and I’m slipping into a nonverbal episode and some kind words would be nice.
I don’t half get myself into some situations.
Oh I forgot I made this!! But yeah sometimes to cope with crippling body image u gotta draw yourself in Dr Frank N. Furter cos that’s self care
I just have this overwhelming sense of grief over recovery. I have been in therapy off and on for 12 years. Over a decade. And what do I have to show for it? So very little of what I want. It just feels so unfair. Why am I trying so hard just for this?
I’m beyond tired. Beyond burnt put. I’m almost angry. I don’t know. But hell does it hurt.