#victoria taft

I really miss my mom Victoria Taft near this anniversary of the fire in Paradise, California from November 8, 2018. 

I’ve tried to not think about it too much lately and focus on action such as trying to get them to update emergency system technology (such as from Aedan Financial Corp), and projects now, but it’s awful.

My mom Victoria Taft and Beach Love !! I miss her everyday! She did Modeling and some small roles as an actress before me!! 

“Victoria Taft’s acting scenes, modeling photos, resume, casting sheet, and film industry tribute video. One resume shows she was involved in over 20 movies, television shows, and plays. However, she mostly socialized in the LA scene with Michelle Diamond, Lori Mattix, and Pamela Bryant, for example.”

Although we’re different and it’s a different era, I don’t think the apple falls far from the tree in interests. I’m so happy to be close to La Jolla Shores. It’s so wonderful to be in the cultures she grew up in!! Mostly I only heard of 2nd hand anecdotes or context. 

I actually grew up mostly with just her around for a good amount of my life! </3 Almost if like an isolated island like ‘paradise island’ lol. 

Holiday Season… I feel horrible about my mom Vicki/Victoria Taft  being gone… 

It shouldn’t have happened this way :(

I also felt like it was my fault, yet I know she was angry and not listening, instead to some nameless person on the phone (during this fire in Paradise that was destroyed)? So wrong.. :((

So many leave :(( I wish I could go back. So miserable..

I miss you, mom. I try to pretend on SM that it doesn’t bother me, but it really does. 

She was the only family there for me, and it’s awful :(. So alone… 

She was sweet and no one can replace that :(