#waaaah

i wanna cry and a friendship like this

misssmeat:

Last night L used me for the first time in months.

Many of you know that I’ve been focusing on my mental health this year, and it has caused us to pause the sexual side of our dynamic. I’m so thankful to have a partner whose love is not conditional and a Dom who can exert the control I crave without reaching for my body first.

There wasn’t a huge build up. He teased me a little. Edged me a few times. (L never lets me orgasm without edging me AT LEAST 3 times.) But he didn’t play with me too long before ordering me to scream for him.

Normally, it probably would not have been a very powerful orgasm. But after two months of no touching, an orgasm can be a shock to the system.

I cried. A lot. And L stayed. He quietly comforted me. Told how precious I am to him, how safe I am under his control, and that he’s not going to leave me.

I know I’m preaching to the choir, but the beauty of D/s is not in the rough sex and the name calling. It’s the safety we create for each other. Spaces to be ourselves without shame.

L reminds me of that fact through the love and care he shows me - on the good days and the bad. When he can call me his whore and when he stays with me through anxiety attacks.

I’m safe with him.

Also, my throat hurts from screaming.

AND I should add: L didn’t rush me or even suggest playtime. He waited months until I signaled I was ready last night and asked for him to use me.

He never complained. He didn’t mention it once.

kjoooooji:

they sleep

nb-nightwing:

nb-nightwing:

nb-nightwing:

Big fan of the way lesbians do gender, it must be said

goes without saying but this post could not be more trans inclusive if it tried

happy one (1) week of this post let’s review the tags

- lesbians thanking me for appreciating them, ily mwah

- lesbians saying “you’re welcome” ily mwah

- lesbian who asked if I wanted to kiss about it, girl u know I do. Mwah

- lesbian who said she also loves what I’m doing (non-binary-ness) are we about to kiss rn

- friends saying hi in the tags, hello!!!!

- nonlesbian queers speaking about how the way lesbians do gender inspired them to play with gender and how much they love and respect lesbians

- nonlesbian queers saying fuck yeah shout-out to lesbians

- people tagging their lesbian friends

- these 2 tags in particular which killed me

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jadeazora:

Happy birthday art for Blake/Lack-two.

I like how creepy it is.

Ah yes, one of the greatest horror films in recent memory, “Ass” ^-^

No, but seriously, this is a really cool bit of art. Is he gonna do full color and shading for all the Dex Holders in the upcoming months? We got a bunch of Gemini’s coming up soon…

ryudrave:

drmarymalone:

ryudrave:

Dragonprotecting princesses because of abusive parents or forced marrying.

the dragon teaching princess how to protect herself, princess returning home riding her trusty dragon friend and killing everyone who tries to control her

Princess taking over throne and dragon continues to be loyal friend. Burning everyone and everything that disagrees with her.

mystic-lodi:

My order from @askingthe-rfa just came in and I am actually gonna cry I’ve been having the most horrible start to my week but this just absolutely made my day, week, and month if you havent seen their art before, please please go check them out!!!

If you guys want to order something for yourself you can check out my etsy over at:

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