#work pressure

People exhaust me

Me * being too anxious and depressed to go to work * “I CAN’T”

Also me * being too anxious to tell my boss I can’t go to work cause of my anxiety and depression…and instead goes to work * “…. It’s just 8 hours… 7 if you finish fast and your boss is having a good day”

…….all I want is to sleep the entire day please

9 am and I already had a panic attack at work. Going great so far…feel like I’m disappointing everyone no matter what decision I make.

Everything is going too fast. Please, it’s suffocating me, let me catch my breath.

Called in sick today for Uni cause I just mentally CAN’T but now I’m sitting here and feeling so bad for not attending uni cause physically I’m fine…. But my depression and anxiety are just over the roof.

Also my boss called me earlier and asked if I could work on Saturday so there goes my plan of using my weekend + holiday on Monday and trying to get out of the depression loop.

So now I’m sitting here, feeling anxious for not being at uni today and having to work tomorrow….