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Oh the peer pressures of boyhood. That constant worry whether the other boys will ask you something, which shows you know absolutely nothing about cars… about sports. That you know absolutely nothing about what it is like, to actually….
…. be attracted to girls…..
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It must have made for quite the awkward situation, the next time Greg encountered his bully!
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Reblog if you would have read this magazine when you were a boy!
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In my boyhood, father often talked of the “fairies”. How they supposedly, and shamefully, dressed in womens clothing, and did apparently imaginable things together. The kinds of things only men and women were supposed to do together. Being so young, I didn’t quite know what this meant, but it was still deeply disturbing.
Often I found myself, imagining these decadent clubs that they were known to go to.. Glamorously made up, in minidresses, and propped up in high heels, where whole rooms of effeminate boys kissed and fell in love. The most shameful and troubling part of it, was how I so wished, that I was one of them!
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I remember how overwhelmed and shocked into silence I was on the drive back, following the second occasion. I could no longer deny to stepmother (and myself) that I liked boys. She, of course, was overjoyed, gushing over every shameful detail that she saw.
How shameful it would also be, if I knew then, what would become of me when the shock and guilt had long passed. How I would come to join to stepmother frequently to the club, with anything but reluctance. How I would come to be just as insatiable for these hunks, as any of the women there!
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I remember from my boyhood, the claims in media that western culture is becoming progressively feminine. How it always seemed that one celebrity or another was coming out as gay. As a young boy, insecure and worried about how I was perceived, all this was deeply disturbing. Now, it is extremely sexy to imagine being my younger self again, in a world where all such anxieties rang true.
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Little is as sweet as when the bullies have the last laugh!
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When father left, there were lots of ways mother was able to make do by cutting corners. Such as when mother bought underwear for my four older sisters, she would buy packs containing an assortment of various colors, so she would give me the ones that were “for boys”.
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Scoring with girls can be pretty difficult…… especially when you aren’t really attracted to them☺
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“After the hysteria with Greg’s announcement of his experimentation with bisexuality, get the low down from the boy himself, as the unimaginable has happened… “
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Oh to imagine to distress of being a young boy, where all his friends were experiencing all the things boys were supposed to experience at that age, unknown to them, you on the other hand, were having to deal with your body changing in very embarrassing ways. Imagine the angst you would express to your mother over the misfortune of having to go through this, and the horror, the resistance towards her claim that the size of your chest, required wearing a bra. And however much you made a point about resisting, in the privacy of your bedroom, you would go on to wear the bra she bought you, mimicking the poses of busty glamour models from adult magazines. The occasional knock on your bedroom door, and the subsequent scramble to hide any evidence of lingerie and makeup. The growing fears over whether you really are becoming a fairy, and accentuated by the horror of those nights, waking in orgasmic ecstasy, to unspeakable thoughts about men…
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There was also Greg’s love life. Where once he was rejected and humiliated on a regular basis, by the most popular, pretty girl. After his change, she would come to be of little concern to him, for he now had eyes, ironically, for her boyfriend, for the captain of the football team. So overwhelmed with his new womanly desires, as he faced to horror of his first crush on a boy, and…… falling in love…..
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For all the excuses I could make before, it was different when it came to nurse fantasies. All the boys had them, and I knew it made sense that if you like girls, you like nurses. Therefore if you don’t like nurses, you don’t like girls.
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Poor Greg. I imagine he probably had a whole wardrobe full of dresses.
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