#youre on my mind
Are you as I am?
Are you as nervous as I am
Do you want as many drinks as I do
Do you feel this in your stomach
Do you feel it in your throat
Do you feel it in your heart
Are you trying not to choke
Is the memory of us burning in your brain
Are you having second thoughts
Are we both insane
Am I reading too much into this
Will it go without a hitch
Will this little ball of fire reunite us or prove we’re meant to be apart
Are you hoping for a peaceful ending or for a fresh start
When I see your face, tell me, what should I do
Run into your arms or stay away from you
Give you space, let you come to me
It’s been so many years and I’m filled with uncertainty
On my way and I’m freaking out
This is a day that I’ve dreamt about
It’s said and done, I’m trying not to cry
We both avoided each other’s eyes
My body’s heavy and I’m feeling weak
This was my last chance to finally speak
I feel like this was our last goodbye
I keep playing it over in my mind
I didn’t expect to feel this way
I know that I miss you, it’s clear as day
I don’t think I could ever tell you no
It’s clear that I can’t let you go
I don’t know what the hell to do
I just wanna run back to you
Now I’m alone and I can’t stop the tears
They’re flowing like I’m made of broken gears
I’m trying not to fall into a downward spiral
I’m remembering my mistakes and putting myself on trial
I’ll write you one last letter, then send it your way
I’ll fill it with all the things I’ve been too afraid to say
You’ll keep your walls up, and I’ll keep mine
I guess we both just ran out of time