Are you as I am?

Are you as nervous as I am

Do you want as many drinks as I do

Do you feel this in your stomach

Do you feel it in your throat

Do you feel it in your heart

Are you trying not to choke

Is the memory of us burning in your brain

Are you having second thoughts

Are we both insane

Am I reading too much into this

Will it go without a hitch

Will this little ball of fire reunite us or prove we’re meant to be apart

Are you hoping for a peaceful ending or for a fresh start

When I see your face, tell me, what should I do

Run into your arms or stay away from you

Give you space, let you come to me

It’s been so many years and I’m filled with uncertainty

On my way and I’m freaking out

This is a day that I’ve dreamt about

It’s said and done, I’m trying not to cry

We both avoided each other’s eyes

My body’s heavy and I’m feeling weak

This was my last chance to finally speak

I feel like this was our last goodbye

I keep playing it over in my mind

I didn’t expect to feel this way

I know that I miss you, it’s clear as day

I don’t think I could ever tell you no

It’s clear that I can’t let you go

I don’t know what the hell to do

I just wanna run back to you

Now I’m alone and I can’t stop the tears

They’re flowing like I’m made of broken gears

I’m trying not to fall into a downward spiral

I’m remembering my mistakes and putting myself on trial

I’ll write you one last letter, then send it your way

I’ll fill it with all the things I’ve been too afraid to say

You’ll keep your walls up, and I’ll keep mine

I guess we both just ran out of time