#saying goodbye
The Adam Project (2022)
“We can fix this.”
Stargate Atlantis S05E06
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An Unus Annus poem: Goodbye
1 hour out
1 hour left
Then all that once was
We will be bereft
Left with a feeling
The void close behind
Crushed by the ceiling
Grief clouds our mind
But through dark fog
There’s black and there’s white
With death comes life
In dark exists light
We grab that candle
That lights a black room
The hope of tomorrow
The threat of the tomb
So whether you run
Or crawl or walk
To kneel is useless
We can’t stop the clock
We pick up our feet
Leaving the past
The future is coming
It’s on its way fast
So put on a smile
And continue your story
We still have this moment
Memento mori
i guess that’s what saying goodbye is always like - like jumping off an edge. the worst part is making the choice to do it. once you’re in the air, there’s nothing you can do but let go.
you dont know how sick you were until you detach yourself from the environment that gave you the disease. you dont know how shitty you were treated until you let go of all the negative beliefs and habits that you developed. you dont know how strong you were until you realised that you have held on for so long and survived.
i wonder if you still smile unconsciously when you think of me.
or am i a fool for still holding on?
you said you’ll love me till the end and i believed you. little did i know our ending would be in a couple of months.
It’s official: Tumblr is removing ALL adult content and blogs on December 17th.
It sucks, but I won’t say goodbye, instead, I hope to see you all again soon.
I’ve been on Tumblr for a total of 3 years. The first year I made my original adult blog, pissed off Nintendo by drawing too many anatomically interesting pokemon so it got deleted. Made this blog that you’re reading this on now, and very nearly reached 10k followers thanks to all of you! It, bums me right the fuck out that I won’t reach that milestone that I’ve been so excited about before we all get shut down. I had big plans after getting there. Sorry I won’t get to see them through now.
It’s been a love/hate relationship with this site over my time here, dealing with every bug and problem with the site. My personal favorite was when my blog magically got turned completely ‘safe’ and I came home to my message box flooded with angry folks condemning me for drawing such vile and filthy things! I had a good laugh about it though. ;)
The good stuff however, I mean, the porn is the best, let’s face it. I followed some of the greatest providers on the whole net and my feed, to brag a minute, had the literal hottest hunky dads and grandpas greeting me every night when I got home! The better stuff of course is the community here. You all have made me really enjoy my time spent on this site. Tumblr was my very first foray into social media as a content provider, and the responses have been overwhelmingly positive. The reason I’ve gotten so much more into my art, improving it, drawing new things, adding backgrounds (more), going digital, is all because of the support I’ve continually received from my followers.
I know it might seem odd perhaps, after all, I’m just here drawing dudes with their dicks out all day. But the truth of it is, I’ve made some very real friends here, felt appreciated, and seen the improvements to my own craft over time. I’m going to miss this place for the smut, naturally, but I’m really going to miss the sense of belonging more. I got to feel like some gay, thirty-something year-old artist knew exactly where he should be, doing the stuff he naturally wanted to do, and maybe making some other folks happy and horny at the same time.
Anyway, it’s been a helluva ride. You can continue to follow me below, and please do. Twitter is relatively new for me, but my FA account has literally every post I’ve made here and my clean stuff in one place.
-Peace
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/dudebulge/
clean art tumblr: https://rossotronic.tumblr.com/
“It’s alright,” Tommy said, simply once Teddy had stopped speaking. The chance in topic was subtle but noticed, yet Tommy didn’t mind as he continued on in following. “I spent a lot of my time travelling, really. I had my glasses so I hopped around the country, helping where I could before I found my way here. I heard about New York, I wish I could’ve helped if I knew how hard everything fell. I’ve been alright though. Good days and bad days, you know.”
“I think that’s all anyone can ask any of us anymore.” Teddy frowned, scratching his head he said, “I’m just lucky that I was where I was when everything went sideways. Otherwise who knows where I would have ended up.”
“Yeah… yeah, that’s true,” Tommy listened to him and wondered where he was initially, shrugging. “I bet. I’m glad your safe though. Hell, the rest of our old gang too. We’ll all be back together, soon, I’m sure of it,” his voice hopeful.
Tomorrow we’re gonna say goodbye to everyone :*(
Are you as I am?
Are you as nervous as I am
Do you want as many drinks as I do
Do you feel this in your stomach
Do you feel it in your throat
Do you feel it in your heart
Are you trying not to choke
Is the memory of us burning in your brain
Are you having second thoughts
Are we both insane
Am I reading too much into this
Will it go without a hitch
Will this little ball of fire reunite us or prove we’re meant to be apart
Are you hoping for a peaceful ending or for a fresh start
When I see your face, tell me, what should I do
Run into your arms or stay away from you
Give you space, let you come to me
It’s been so many years and I’m filled with uncertainty
On my way and I’m freaking out
This is a day that I’ve dreamt about
It’s said and done, I’m trying not to cry
We both avoided each other’s eyes
My body’s heavy and I’m feeling weak
This was my last chance to finally speak
I feel like this was our last goodbye
I keep playing it over in my mind
I didn’t expect to feel this way
I know that I miss you, it’s clear as day
I don’t think I could ever tell you no
It’s clear that I can’t let you go
I don’t know what the hell to do
I just wanna run back to you
Now I’m alone and I can’t stop the tears
They’re flowing like I’m made of broken gears
I’m trying not to fall into a downward spiral
I’m remembering my mistakes and putting myself on trial
I’ll write you one last letter, then send it your way
I’ll fill it with all the things I’ve been too afraid to say
You’ll keep your walls up, and I’ll keep mine
I guess we both just ran out of time
