#17yearsold

goodnight

after a long day,

as I finally put my head on this cold pillow,

there’s only one last wish my mind automatically wanders to.

It’s to dream of being next to you.

a letter to my 17 year old self.

I know you feel so sad and lonely right now but:

I love you and i promise you’re going to be okay. You’re just about to meet him. I don’t need to tell you his name because you’ll know. You’ll just see him and you’ll know. You’ve known him all along; in your dreams, in your hopes, in your first ever thoughts of love. He’s going to be everything you’ve ever dreamt of and more. He will save you. You will save him. You will be his angel and he will be your peace.

Everything will fall into it’s place for the both of you. You will heal him and he will heal you. I promise you, he’s been through just as much as you’ve been and maybe even more. You will discover a new side of yourself. You will enjoy taking care of him so much, he will heal and blossom under your love. You’re a guardian angel.

I can’t thank you enough for still believing in love. I can’t thank you enough for bringing him into our lives. You’re meant for so much more than you think.