#ldr relationship

LIVE

sedulous-sub:

Hey, d-type lovelies! We love to see you just as much as you love to see us. So don’t hold it back. A lot of us s-types may have trouble asking for what we want and need. We want to see you. We want to see how you feel about us. We want to seeeeeee what the things we do for you, do to you!!! We want this to be give and take. Seeing you turns us on as much as you seeing us does. We maybe just have trouble verbalising that sometimes.

Just saying…

Our Long Distance Love

Though I may cry and though I may weep;
I know you may be far but in my heart I shall keep.

Thoughts of you have made my days bright;
I wish to kiss your lips and hold you tight.

I know, at times, I can be hard to understand;
With all of the wonderful things I know is at hand..

Why should I let tears fall from my face?
Why not a smile to wear in their place?

Because I need you here and in my arms;
Because I know in your love, I shall never no harm.

Because as I lie in bed these countless nights;
I wish and I pray that I could take flight.

Over the miles that come between;
Over the fields and across every stream.

That I could rest soundly within your space;
Gaze into your eyes and caress your face.

Whisper my love into your ear;
Tell you all of the words I’ve wanted you to hear.

But then I awake, alone in my bed;
Thoughts, all of you, running through my head.

I know that someday my dreams will come true;
I wish and I pray that “someday” will be soon.

You are my one and only, love
This is the one thing I couldn’t be more sure of.

I’ve waited my entire life for you;
What’s a little more time, for something so true?

But I cannot promise that I never shall cry;
On those nights, to you, that I wish I could fly.

There’s nothing more intense than that last kiss. The one that makes you feel pain, love and fear. The one that makes you want to stop time and experience it just for a little longer. The one that makes you realize what’s that one thing that you could never think of letting go. The one that leaves you so empty afterwards. The one you wish to feel again, but you know you have to wait.

i had a dream,

i was in a church with you; in a room, which you can get to only by climbing those high stairs at the end of the aisle, which you’ve always wondered where they lead to.

It was the mos beautiful room. A small, round one, which felt like it was designed only for one, to go there and talk to god. I know we haven’t been religious for most of our lives, but I swear, this room, it made you feel a presence. This small surface was surrounded not by walls, but by windows framed with beautifully engraved wood pieces. The light, itdidn’t feel like the sun, It felt brighter and warmer somehow intentional, like it was intentionally brought into this room; as if someone was sending this light towards us to let us know of his presence.

You were lying in your back in the wooden floor. You looked like you were sleeping. I came closer and sat right beside you. I was holding your head and leaning in for a kiss. Like always, the kiss felt like home, but you didn’t. I was looking for a heartbeat, a sign that you were there. I couldn’t hear or feel one. That beautiful room and sight suddenly became nothing to me. I was only hoping you would wake up. While watching you and crying, i laid next to you, thinking how you were there but also somewhere else. I felt the need to find you. I needed your warmth, your love. I needed to know you’re fine, but i couldn’t.

I woke up crying. i can’t lose you. Not now, not ever. If there is a god who will take you away from me then i don’t want to follow him. That dream was the most intensive emotion i’ve ever felt in the worst way possible. When death does us part, i hope I’ll be the first to go.

Promise me you will stay by my side forever till’ then.

for how long will this be going on?

how long till I can sleep in your arms every night and wake up seeing your face every morning?

how long till I come home to you every day?

how long till we get to spend each weekend cuddled up under blankets watching movies?

how long till I can just hold you and cry when i feel like crying instead of being alone?

how long till your hand will be in mine forever and we never let go?

I hope it won’t be long. But I know. One day, we’ll be home

“Whats your biggest wish?” i said

“I want to die with you” he replied after thinking about it for a second

I giggled and said “you will have to live with me first”

“I don’t want to live without you. That’s the point.” he replied. Honesty breaking through his voice.

And there it was. The moment i realized, his biggest wish was mine too.

And there as we hug for the last time, as the clock is ticking and its time to go, you can hear me whimpering and I feel a tear drop from your cheek.


All you want to do is hold on and hug me a little tighter, but for now… You just wait till next time.

goodnight



after a long day,

as I finally put my head on this cold pillow,

there’s only one last wish my mind automatically wanders to.

It’s to dream of being next to you.

a letter to my 17 year old self.

I know you feel so sad and lonely right now but:

I love you and i promise you’re going to be okay. You’re just about to meet him. I don’t need to tell you his name because you’ll know. You’ll just see him and you’ll know. You’ve known him all along; in your dreams, in your hopes, in your first ever thoughts of love. He’s going to be everything you’ve ever dreamt of and more. He will save you. You will save him. You will be his angel and he will be your peace.

Everything will fall into it’s place for the both of you. You will heal him and he will heal you. I promise you, he’s been through just as much as you’ve been and maybe even more. You will discover a new side of yourself. You will enjoy taking care of him so much, he will heal and blossom under your love. You’re a guardian angel.

I can’t thank you enough for still believing in love. I can’t thank you enough for bringing him into our lives. You’re meant for so much more than you think.

You know what i think is hot?

A man who waits for his woman. A man who thinks of her so highly, and loves her so deeply, as to choose to love her everyday despite the waiting. A man who sees only his woman even when she’s not there at all. Someone who makes sure his woman is always calm and happy, never letting her get saddened over the distance, even when he is struggling himself.

My god does this man deserve peace and love; a woman who brings all his broken quiet pieces all back together every time they touch again. Someone who shows him the pure and heavenly side of this world just by staring deep into his eyes. A woman who loves his heart so much as to fill it with the greatest strength there is. Someone who melts his heart with her touch, and makes him forget this world with her kiss.

He knows that’s the only cure to his happiness, she’s the one, and that’s why he waits. He waits for his angel, and takes care of her always,

for he knows, she will always take care of his heart too.

Another day. I wake up and miss you right from the start. I open my eyes and miss your touch. My head wanders thinking about how calm your hands make me feel or how warm your face is pressed to mine. I can almost hear your morning voice speaking to me ever so sweetly, but instead the absence of it troubles my heart.

It’s that feeling you give me which makes me want to survive. Your love is the hand keeping me from falling into the darkness of this world.

I will be missing you the whole day, and I know i’ll miss you tomorrow too, even more for sure. Can’t even think about the day after that. Sometimes, on the last few seconds of being awake at night, I catch myself hoping I see you in my dreams. It would be so sweet to be rewarded with a dream of you after each day of missing your presence. Those dreams come ever so rarely though, so i wait for you longer…


It’s just another day, in which i hope to see you sooner and can’t do anything but wait.

Its just another day, and i know i can wait for you,

the only thing troubling my heart so much is;

that i know you’re struggling without me too :(

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