another annoying madd thing: memory loss from such frequent and intense daydreams. idk if this happens to idders too but i literally remember my childhood daydreams better than the childhood itself and even now i could tell you what the daydreams were about in detail. it’s literally so easy to lose track of time when i slip into daydreams and this is how i lose hours, days to do my work. i don’t remember key things about my life, sometimes i feel like im no longer a real human being, only the narrator of the stories inside of my head, the observer. i don’t even have a personality of my own, im just a bunch of people i carefully created inside my head
felt this so deeply. i’ll start to daydream at like 6:00 then i blink and it’s 10:00 and it’s so wasteful of my time. i’m also starting to lose childhood memories, and i also feel like i would have nothing interesting about myself without my paras. they’ve been around for too long for me to get rid of them.
I just spent an hour and a half talking out loud to my paras about the show Masterchef. I think my lack of social interaction is slowly driving me insane.
no fr i do this way too often one time i had a conversation with my paras about american history that was fairly long
I’m bored and need more stuff to listen to, so what was the last song that you guys daydreamed to? you can explain why you chose that song if you want. I also just like hearing what you guys have to say :)
if your daydreams were a tv show what would the twitter discourse be about ? i think mine would be about how much trauma dumping there is and too much violence and/or triggering themes
oh my a lot of addiction, bad relationships, and whore behavior also religious abuse and much much more LMAO. it might be problematic who knows it does have some good meanings under it all tho :,)
How do you feel about having a career/job? I’m entering into a formal career setting and the thought makes me sick. Having to put real effort into a job and work seems completely impossible because of my madd. I’m conflicted and frustrated and having a bad time, tbh. I’d love to hear your thoughts/opinions and any advice you may have…
if your daydreams were a tv show what would the twitter discourse be about ? i think mine would be about how much trauma dumping there is and too much violence and/or triggering themes
it’s the way i actually have a daydream series where my main paracosm is a netflix show and lemme tell you the twitter tea issssssss
theres an entire war about how the main couple is obsessive and ridiculously unhealthy
the “ren is so hot omg pls step on me queen” crowd vs the “SHE IS A LITERAL FUCKING SERIAL KILLER SHE TORTURES PEOPLE FOR FUN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU” crowd
actually just. the glorification of murder and violence in general LOL
the fact that there are a number of queer characters in “het” relationships and why that “automatically invalidates the queer rep”
the discourse about whether or not chance is problematic bc a lot of his experiments are unethical (he only really experiments on himself but still)
is dr dreckett truly deserving of the title of poor little meow meow or is he just an annoying ass?
ouuuuu the handling of trauma would be a BIG point of contention
there are a lot of arcs and themes that are almost blasphemous (cough cough sarati and anarka cough cough) so the conservatives would have a field day
…. anyone just feel like your ancestors looking down at you with judgement when you’re currently acting out a scenario because a cool song triggered your daydreaming? No just me? Alr
HELP WHY IS THIS ME
they went through so much so i could have a better life and what am i doing with it? walking around my room like a mad woman obsessing over white people that aren’t even real♀️
does anyone else have a paraverse for letting loose. every para is batshit crazy, there is no regard to maintaining quality writing, everyone and everything is op as fuck, things have gone off the rails and baby no one is about to stop that train
what do you mean do i haveaparaverse. all of them are like this
