Sorry I’ve disappeared for a little bit, the Stars within the Rose Roots launch and Scattered Fragments audio drama launch have kept me busy
But I’ll be coming back to the good old hellhole soon for some exciting stuff!
Zhong/Itto week is next week so I will be writing small fanfiction bits when I can
Stars within the Rose Roots will be having a Q&A session soon! There will be voice actors and art provided by myself and the fabulous @meldrymoon ^^ more deets on that TBA
Have some prototype chibis I made to get a feel for the vibe of the Q&A sessions and I’ll see you all next week!
hi. today i am starting a new season of IN A WALLED CITY with a big episode called The Historian. this is one of the more challenging, personal, and ambitious audio fiction projects i have ever done. it is narrated by my friend and longtime collaborator Valerie Monique Evering
you can listen to it for free at all the usual podcast places. if you want to support the show financially you can also buy it on my bandcamp. there is a link to a transcript in the show notes. its also on bandcamp in the lyrics section.
the story in this episode is one i started writing before any of the others. as a reminder, the show is nonlinear and you can dive in at any point. and this episode, in spite of its length, is a good entry point. its a bit more direct.
its a story that had been kicking around in my head for years as something i would “do someday”. the impetus to actually make it for real was listening to the Start With This podcast by Night Vale Presents - i highly recommend it if that kind of situation applies to you!
i have been through a lot since i started writing this one. its hard to describe the place its come to inhabit in my head and heart. at times i was certain i would never publish it. but ive put so much into it & even if that energy doesnt return in forms i expect, now is the time.
It has been a strange and difficult time. Many people I know processed this through art, storytelling, music, poetry, drama, comedy, and so many other forms of expression. And many people, like myself, fell into and out of the ability to do this creative work, into and out of dry spells, while trying to keep our heads above water and to live in a shut down world.
About a year ago, in the midst of chaos and as a way of responding to it, I began an experimental audio series called IN A WALLED CITY. After a hiatus, work on this project has resumed. Over the course of this past year and especially during the time of quarantine I was able to spend more time listening and watching. While this has been a traumatic period in many ways, it has also been a time of enormous artistic output for many people – many of whom are professionals, many of whom turned to creative work for the first time, and many in between.
I’m working with a group called Thicket to launch an artistic showcase called KALEIDOSCOPIC in which we aim to feature artwork of all kinds made during this time of immense change. We are looking for everything from songs to podcasts to films to monologues to essays to anything else you’ve made that you consider your artistic expression.
This showcase will take place online on July 17th. We are seeking submissions in the form of 2-5 minute videos that show your art in whatever form you feel is most appropriate.
This is a paid event. We will be selling tickets for $25 and we will split the proceeds: one third will be divided among all contributing artists, one third will be divided among the production staff, and one third will cover expenses.
If you’d like to submit to the showcase please visit https://www.thicket.agency/ where you can find the FAQ as well as more information about Thicket and upcoming workshops.
If you would like to get involved with production of this or future events, or if you’d like some guidance on your submission, or have any questions, please feel free to reach out to us at [email protected].
If you aren’t planning to submit, please consider purchasing a ticket and spreading the word. I will debut new work from IN A WALLED CITY at this event and several close friends and collaborators will be showcasing great work as well!
In other news, I am working on an instrumental album called NINE COURTLY DANCES as well as rehearsing live sets with both Wing & Scale and RAQIA. Touring with Welcome to Night Vale will resume in the spring of 2022.
I am looking forward to seeing you, on the road or online!
“The Rivers Dream of Rain" is the seventh chapter of a project called “In A Walled City”
This project - a guide to coming phases of human existence - is nonlinear, fragmented and exists within a dream state - so you may enter at any point including this one.
You can subscribe or stream this episode - and all previous episodes - for free on all major podcast sites including libsyn, stitcher, spotify, apple, and so on. on my Bandcamp page (https://disparition.bandcamp.com/) a high quality download of each episode is available for sale, which is a good way to support the project if you like what I’m doing
From the producer/composer of Welcome to Night Vale and Alice Isn’t Dead:
Back in May I started a new project called “In A Walled City”, a non-linear series of audio fiction, poetry, music, and noise. This is a project that is deeply personal and, for me, spiritual. as I began working on the sixth episode, the west coast was consumed in fire. I know many of my friends throughout the American west experienced this as well, or worse. the ash fall, the choking air, the dark sky, a perpetual column of smoke out the window, the red glow at night. for some time, when the fires came particularly close, I lost myself to constantly refreshing satellite heat maps and webcams. It was difficult to think. Somehow it slowly became “normal”, just like everything else. The fire season continues on, the fire closest to me has been burning for a month but is mostly contained, now there are others. All of this time, as social unrest is growing, state forces are becoming more reactionary and violent, rumors and disinformation gain traction, and this merges with the fires as they are bent into political agendas and used by fascists to fuel conspiracy theories. This is the world I was channeling while doing this work.
I initially expected this piece to take a few weeks but it ended up being closer to two months. It is one of the most difficult pieces of audio I have produced. It’s hard to categorize or describe this project. I have it on one website as a series of albums, and I also distribute it on podcast platforms. It is a series, in the sense of how the music works, but it is not chronological, and you can listen to it in any order. it is a narrative but there is no overt protagonist (although there are consistent and important characters if you pay attention). I sometimes call it “audio fiction” as that seems like a sensible way to explain it to a potential audience, but the truth is I don’t really consider it fictional, and much of the imagery comes directly from my dreams. As such, it is distorted and fragmented for my protection and yours. Please see below for links to hear “Staves of Smoke”, the latest piece.
they unfold before you sea after tiny sea partitioned by salt-crusted stone wall after tiny wall stairs and algae miasma of shifting colors they collect in the corner of the eye they add up
eyes on the road lines under the earth blur of walls pooling in the corners the sight takes hold the hands grow numb the brain bubbles the sky descends drift from lane to lane an arcing dance a line over the line a circle around and above
valley of all valleys born a sea of grass and wandering fire wind, current, and thrum of hives the floods your dreams and longings an arc of bright feeling from root to fingertip starlight across the surfaces of your rivers
pylon after pylon eye after eye seen and marked, near silent drifter may your body be generic and featureless may your wiring be gutted and pulled may your quietness fill you may their ear be clogged
tiny drifter, shining beetle on a ribbon drawn forth out into the night the winds wrapped around you wanderer, there is no where you can go the map will shift to contain you the known written in under your wheels your feelings writhe, reach, and wrap around the branches we extend to meet you.
II.
The darkness came hours ago but sleep will not, and so you decide to go for a drive. In silence and grace you decent into the garden. Gently, you remove a section of the cellophane, the part over the window, cutting it with your thumbnail. You slide the window down into its well, pull the door open from the inside, careful to make no contact with the exterior. Inside, you run your hands over every inch of the dashboard, slide them deep into the radio cavity. Making sure, just making sure. You feel those above, opening the fate for you, and those below, melting out from the grass and high roses, gripglove hands just below the windows. You feel the soft motion, wheels just barely sunk into the rich soil. The open gate is at the bottom of a steep hill. In position, the hands let go. Flying just above the ground, low level owl, a quietness of creaking frame and grasses pushed aside. A gathering speed, in the bottom of the stomach and in the corners of the eyes. Hands on the wheel, in no time choice is upon you.
III.
lines cross just below the grapevine glowing, burning lines who shout their visibility into space built, burned, built again, shaken to rubble, built again frail city of rope and web, half of you invisible sacred city of collision for so long we passed through you hurriedly, unlooking covering every part of you with names and moving on seen from above, so clear south branch and san andreas golden slope and stripe of char
IV.
You are entering the Sovereign Nation of the Way. Everyone still calls it the Five. All members of all houses are welcome on the Way with the sole condition of motion. Drift. There are five hundred and twenty three official gates into the kingdom of the Five, gates which anyone may cross but if you are not a citizen, you may not stop. And you are not a citizen. Crest on dash, their eyes read you as soon as you cross a threshold, they hold on to you for every moment until you leave. The old eyes, boxes mounted on tall metal frames, the new eyes, tiny and embedded in ever conceivable surface. They appeared in the cities, decades ago, now they are found in every yard of road in every one of the Thirteen Hundred Miles. The Way is a mile wide and immaculate, unbroken by storm, fire, or collision. The Fivers are ever present, working constantly, resurfacing, extinguishing, eternally decorating. On the outer lanes, hulking 32 wheel beasts roll perpetually at thirty miles per hour, spaced ten miles apart from each other. The alcalarodante, each is unique and elaborately designed. These are where the Fivers live and keep their workshops, dispatch their wheelers and small carriers, and watch the endless feeds coming in from the eyes in miles before and behind. In this and many other of their duties, they overlap. The Fivers are fond of redundancy, repetition, certainty.
You enter the realm through the Gates of Elysian, the natural flow pulls you quick and silent through the sleeping valley. In no time you’ve reach the southern edge of the old security complex, the Grapevine Wall. Really a series of fortifications starting just below the Castaic checkpoint, they now lie in ruins, empty since the days of Marisol’s exile. The only remaining inhabitants are in the Towers of Frazier, once built to house workers on the Wall as well as Marisol’s garrison, now they are an independent walled city in their own right – and still fiercely loyal to her memory. In this night you see the Towers glowing distantly, lighting the walls of their valley off to the left as you pass the darkened Gates of Tejon. The dramatic landscape around you nearly invisible, the sharp drops and burned strips still pull at you. Even the Way itself, cast into a glowstate, a bright ribbon seen from the stars, feels dimmer in this stretch. But now a flash fills your interior, and then another, a pulse from the alcalarodante ahead on your right – now approaching you feel your carrier slow, resistances wound slowly around outer tires, the pull from a Fiver watching inside.
V.
every part of you has been covered in fire even in the time before us every part of you gives a golden light even in this smokechoke season gatherers, gatherers machine and hand field after burning field row after shaking row they collect in the corners of the eye they add up a blanket of scars all across the southern valley they stab and suck tens and tens of swords armies of drop carriers benders of pipes cover you with living carcasses wrap around your trunks with iron hands pull and shake until you drop what you hold vibrations separate the root from the soil only a tiny space waiting for the flood the patterns on top of you scream out visible even at this holy distance circle around and above circle around and above
VI.
What spells weave they, these Fivers? Already your carrier has been netted and lashed by bonds invisible to the edge of the wide deck at the rear of the alcala. You have felt, you have seen throughout this procedure, the light of the Way dimming around you. But that cannot be so. Gripglove hand of a Fiver slides your window down, and then you see the figure step back and beckon. Out you crawl, even at this low speed the transition to the large open platform on is jarring. Wind and ash in your face. Immediately you feel it, the descent, the opening of the valley, the Gates of Wheeler. Drops of moisture collect on you, run in streams along the ornate balustrades of the alcalarodante. The figures around you remain motionless but seem to grow in number as the fog thickens. Just after you pass the Gates, the glow of approaching dawn becomes visible on the eastern horizon. Before you is the City of Wall, one of only four stationary settlements in the entire realm. and also the first. Fortified by Marisol in the last days of her gambit, this section of the old wall community became an independent collective called Interchange before linking up with the rest of what became the Sovereign Nation of the Way. The central keep, on the grounds of the old outlet mall, retains the same footprint and layout of the original structure at its core, but has been expanded in all directions, each outer layer more decorative and less functional than the last. It is here they are bringing you, but the alcala has to perfom some bizarre maneuvre to get you there. You’ve never seen one taken out of its lane. Half a mile inward, at the center of the Way, massive chains of heavy carriers hurtle past at over a hundred miles an hour – unlit, fenced off, their presence known through their churning wind. There is a sudden steep descent and a sharp turn, and then you are beneath the heavy carriers, crossing for half a mile under the southbound Way, emerging in a greygreen light on the far side opposite the keep on a wide, flattened surface - the long ago site of Marisol’s headquarters in the last days of the defense. From here you will cross a bridge, one of very few remaining in the realm, crystal clear and two miles long, double the width of the Five itself, leading from here directly into the keep itself. The alcalarodante never actually stops – Fivers escort you along the outer platform where a narrow staircase leads to a waiting wheeler drifting beside you – you step into it, it peels away, the alcala lumbering off to its route. Can they stop? Is this the source of their power, their endless motion? The wheeler climbs the glasslike slope of the bridge with its thickgrip wheel, the eastern light breaks through and across the valley floor, scattered across the surfaces of the thousand tiny seas the stretch out from the walls of the Five and onward into the flat northern distance.
VII.
wave after shining wave reed after bending reed wind and current carry your song your fields sunken and untended cormorants cap ancient pylons leaning but still towering over the coursing Way circle around and above even from this sacred distance salt shouts its edges into space layer upon layer a softening grid until the waves return in strength until they wash through the jagged teeth at the base of the bubble until the rivers swell until the waves find themselves again at the foot of Sierra
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Middle:Below is an audio fiction podcast about ghosts, cats, and the slightly odd people who look after them, available wherever you get your podcasts (don’t worry, we won’t tell anyone).
Season 1 is available now, with season 2 currently in production (the first recording is this week!)
This is a clip from our latest episode, a one-off special we recorded not long after lockdown happened here in the UK.
Wow! I really haven’t been on tumblr all of 2020??? There’s a bit to catch up on, but it won’t all happen tonight. In the meantime, last week, a brand new episode of THE AMELIA PROJECT came out that I co-produced and directed! If you think this show can’t outdo itself, well, I really think you’re in for a treat this season. Be sure to get caught up and join us for season 3. And always stick around through the credits to catch the epilogue for each episode. They’re important :)
The newest spin-off in THE BRIGHT SESSIONS universe is out now! THE COLLEGE TAPES follows Caleb and Adam during their senior year of college. Episodes are being released in “real time” exclusively on Luminary. Enjoy!
