#being alive

people should stop thinking self harm always means suicide.
I mean of course I think about giving this shit up, but I don’t think I can actually do it.
I like living in a weird twisted way, it’s more that I don’t mind being alive, I just am, and I’m dealing with all of it.
You know it’s not like I’m ready to throw it all away. I just need a way to show it’s not okay, I’m not alright, not anymore.
But that doesn’t mean i'm completely done with all of this.
And I will fight back, just not today.

abcsofadhd:

#littlemix saving my fragile 18 year old life. 3 years, and I’m still here. It might sound corny, but I’m grateful for them everyday.

gqandw:

I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.