Playlists to vibe to when reading

Hot Girl Shit - Songs with smutty vibes

Feels Like Falling in Love - Songs for fluffy stories, songs that sound like new love.

Not Meant to Be - The breakup/angst playlist

Figure it out so I don’t have to tell you - Pining friends to lovers

Is This Chaos? - Honestly this is just my party playlist 

“I seek love, yet I hide from it when it reaches out.

I seek the warmth of a lover but cower when it surrounds me.

I seek the words laced with honey but accept those filled with poison.

I seek eyes filled with adoration but find an empty space in front of me.

I seek someone in my sheets, my hands roaming to find someone, but only stumble upon blankets and cold sheets.

I seek a smile but find myself drowning in tears.

I seek a life filled with love but find myself running away when it finds me.

I wish upon the stars to find what I am seeking to find me before I yield and cower again.

I pray there comes a day where I’ll stumble upon all the things I yearn for and that the warmth, the smile will grab me with so much strength that I will have no choice but to accept it with everything in me.

Because for once, I’ll allow the love I run away from to fill me up with everything I wished upon the stars, and for once, I’ll smile without any fear.

It’ll look me in the eyes and tell me that what I had been seeking was just waiting for me to accept myself and be free of the chains.

The smile and the crinkle beside their eyes will tell me that I was everything they too were seeking for, and they were glad we found each other in a place that had no place of running away.

I seek for you, and I pray you also seek for me.

I wish upon the stars that when we find each other, it will all be enough.

Because baby, you’re all my wishes upon the stars.”

- g.d. (the stars)

“And I hope that the love you’re searching for feels like the first ray of sun hitting your face.”

- g.d (the sun)

“And she looked at the moon and asked if this was how life was supposed to be. If it was supposed to be hard and tiring. The moon smiled at the young girl wistfully and sighed. She knew that everything was wrong and she couldn’t fix it except listen to her woes and show up for her almost everyday. She was let down by everyone and would be let down by her as well. But at least she’d see the little stars she’d leave behind to be there for her constantly. It wasn’t enough but she hoped she’d realize that those who cared would always stay or leave things about themselves behind to be remembered by. And that they were never truly gone. And for that moment she shone a little brighter and stayed a little longer to listen to her woes before she disappeared for another day.”

-g.d. (moon and stars)

“I want to love you between my sheets, baby. Shower you with kisses and leave marks where nobody can see them. I want to be the one that makes you see the stars and the moon. Be the one who knows what you like and how you like it. The one who knows what makes you smile like that.Be the one you seek out at night for more than just a hug. I want to be more and be forever. I want to be yours baby, forever and ever. I want to be the one you love between the sheets.”

- g.d (sheets)

“I hope to love with the same abundance I choose to read. Endlessly and wildly.”

- g.d

“I told him I was too me to be a part of his world. He smiled and caressed my cheek, his lips hovering over mine as he whispered, “and that’s why I love you so much baby, you’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of.””

- g.d (love me for me)

I am slowly falling out of love with you and in love with me.

“If I had a penny for every time I fell in love with you, I would be richer than Elon Musk..”

Penny for your thoughts - eUë

“I believe in a world of love somewhat like heaven and that world is with you, you are a deliriously beautiful creature beckoning for my soul.. and I can do nothing but fall not so gracefully into your grasp.”

Your heart sings a song to my soul, come hither.. come hither and be with me for eternity - eUë

“Good morning, live your life to the fullest they say.. well you have the fullest lips that are so beautiful and I am truly living life when I see you smile.”

Here here!! 3 cheers for your smile - eUë

“I love you like a lovesick fool cause you are just too damn cool..”

For you there is nothing I wouldn’t do - eUë

“Forever falling through the roof of your heart, caressing everything that I see.. really all I want is you and me somewhere along the lines of loving for a perfect infinity. A place where there is no pain and all I can do is say your name, or moan it.. wink, wink.. I love you and I have no problem showing it, think green.. and pink, purple, red, whatever.. when I think of you, I see flowers forever.”

I am so madly in love with you that I just fall, fall, falling and falling, crawling at your feet - eUë

Por más que mantengo mi mente ocupada con trabajo y actividades, me resulta inevitable no pensar en ti, lo cual me desespera, porque sé que es un gran síntoma de estar enamorada. No sé cómo pasó cariño, pero me tienes loca, me tienes suspirando; he caído profundamente de amor por ti.

Euphoria.

Him

Sueles decirme que huya de ti, porque estar contigo significa arriesgar más que un corazón roto, y también significa renunciar a mi vida tranquila. También me dices que eres inestable, que puedes hacerme caer, y que por eso es mejor que tome mi distancia y no me atreva a llegar a tu alma, pero amor, a estas alturas el alejarme de ti no es una opción, porque mis sentimientos por ti son puros, son reales, y esto no se trata una historia de amor ficticia.

Se muy bien que en ti así como hay una hermosa luz que ilumina a la tierra, también hay oscuridad, pero ¿quién dijo que tenias que ser perfecto? De hecho, yo también tengo miles de defectos que con él tiempo vas a conocer, y que probablemente no te gustarán, pero de eso se trata el verdadero amor: quedarse, y seguir amando, aún cuando conocemos la parte “fea” del otro.

No pienses que no entiendo tu posición, no pienses en que no soy consciente de los riesgos y las consecuencias que se llevan a cabo, porque lo hago, y son pensamientos que me torturan cada día, pero aún así con ese gran peso y con el miedo que invade mi ser, he decidido quedarme y luchar por lo nuestro, incluso si eso significa ser consumida por el caos.

Así que por favor, quédate y lucha también conmigo, vayamos a nuestro ritmo sin prisa, sin pensar en lo que puede salir mal, porque sé que cuando llegue el momento adecuado acortaremos toda distancia para finalmente estar juntos, y hasta que eso suceda, yo esperaré por ti todo el tiempo que sea necesario.

Euphoria.

the idea that this actually could be the only life that i will ever live and that i spent the past 13 years in school learning things that don’t interest me rather than falling in love, traveling, and learning about things that really interest us seriously affecting my ability to choose classes for this semester.