ㅤㅤㅤmale! blue sargent ㅤㅤㅤ «the strange happiness that came from loving something without knowing why you did, that strange happiness that was sometimes so big that it felt like sadness.» ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ
“We have to be back in three hours,“ Ronan said. "I just fed Chainsaw but she’ll need it again.” “This,”Gansey replied, “is precisely why I didn’t want to have a baby with you.”
“You can be just friends with people, you know,“ Orla said. "I think it’s crazy how you’re in love with all those raven boys.”
Orla wasn’t wrong, of course. But what she didn’t realize about Blue and her boys was that they were all in love with one another. She was no less obsessed with them than they were with her, or one another, analyzing every conversation and gesture, drawing out every joke into a longer and longer running gag, spending each moment either with one another or thinking about when next they would be with one another. Blue was perfectly aware that it was possible to have a friendship that wasn’t all-encompassing, that wasn’t blinding, deafening, maddening, quickening. It was just that now that she’d had this kind, she didn’t want the other.
