#bnha shinso

Hi. I’ve been gone for awhile.

Hopefully this will make up for it.

Shinsou

Yandere Hitoshi Shinso: The Psychiatrist’s Office

“I love her, Doc. She’s absolutely everything to me.” Shinso was leaned back against the plush chair, sitting relaxed with his hands behind his head. He stared at the ceiling, avoiding eye contact.

“I’m glad you’ve found someone to share your time with Shinso.”

Shinso couldnt help but smirk, just a bit. “I want to share my whole life with her, she’s beyond everything I’d ever hope to find in a partner.” He closed his eyes and pictured your face, your sweet eyes. Your bubbly laugh that sends shivers down his spine. “The other day was perfect. She finally came to my place. We laid on the couch, under a huge pile of blankets. We barely watched the movie I put on. Her lips hardly left mine to breathe.”

“You’re talking like there is an issue, your tone, Shinso…”

“You’re right, damn you are good aren’t you?” Shinso leaned forward on his knees and stared directly into the eyes of the shivering, flustered doctor. His cold violet glare pierced the nerves of the hostage, but the doctor’s words remained calm.

“You can always talk to me Shinso, you’re safe here.”

Shinso’s eyes flicked around the room for a moment, before fixing them back onto the Dr. “Well I suppose the issue is it’s not enough for me.” He clasped his hands together, his knuckles turning white. “Sure I know she likes me back, maybe even loves me…” The picture of your perfect body walking out of his apartment in the morning made anger boil up inside him. “There’s always an excuse, she’s off to ‘work’ she’s meeting a 'friend’ for 'coffee’” He used air quotations, like he was mocking you. “But I don’t want her to leave I want her to stay with me, why can’t she feel the same way I do?”

“Well…” The doctor started to speak. “Have you had a conversation with her?” He wanted so desperately to push the emergency button under his desk, to have security sweep into the room and free him from his wrist restraints.

“Of course I have, that’s why I’m here today. I don’t know why but the conversation went south fast.” The doctor noticed that Shinso was starting to genuinely look concerned.

“Walk me through what happened… maybe I can offer some insight.”

Shinso seemed to relax again and settled back into the chair. “I took her out on a date, we had a lot of fun. She had some wine at dinner, and asked to come back to my apartment. I was ecstatic.” Shinso almost seemed like he might start tearing up, his voice cracking just enough for a proffesional to notice. “But the next morning she had errands to run, and I asked her the big question. Will you move in with me? I thought I’d feel better if she was going to come back to me. Ya know?”

“And she… rejected your offer?” The Dr was able to get part of the hand released from the bonds, he had to move slowly so that his patient wouldn’t notice his sudden freedom.

“She said that she would think about it. I panicked Dr okay? I panicked!” Shinso was yelling now. He covered his face in frustration, clawing at his skin.

The Dr stopped moving towards the emergency button. “Shinso… what did you do? You can tell me, I won’t judge you.”

“Stop moving, and turn off your recording device.” Shinso’s voice was chilling, deep and full of calm rage. The Dr couldn’t help but follow his commands, his mind fogging over. The Dr reached for the recorder and shut it off before leaning back in his chair, sitting eerily still. Shinso smashed the machine with his fist. “I know that she’ll be happier with me, we’re moving out of the city this weekend. I think some country air should do us good. I just needed to get off of my chest, help the guilt some you know? I’m not delusional. I know tying up your girlfriend and keeping her in a closet is probably a bad look for a pro hero…”

He stood over the Drs slack jawed face, feeling no remorse for his actions. “But I feel good about my choice. Thanks for being such a good listener Doc. Now swallow your fucking tongue.”