#bpd favorite person
i love running back to what broke me.
can i be a reocurring character in your dreams?
you destroyed my perception of love.
the fear of it
never coming to existence
will never leave me
i think i will keep dreaming.
i want to start over
but the memories dont let me.
you never said sorry.
when i realized
you werent for me
i broke my pieces
just to fit in with yours
yet you still werent for me
and i was left broken.
i dont care
if the world ends
because with you
it will start again in the morning.
searching for a word
good enough to describe my love to you
i found nothing
because no one ever loved that much.
i fall in love with you every day
again and again
and each is different
in different i mean more beautiful
with endless improvement.
how is it possible
that our pure souls
found each other
in this world full of disgrace.
when i look up the sky
i think of our future
going back home
and cuddling in peace
watching over those little lives.
i probably will never run out
of reasons to get to you.
i love you
i hope your sadness will end one day.
you know
some people
are born to give more love
than they will ever recieve.
if i am wrong
and there is god up there
and when i die i will look down
from heaven
i will only look at you.
im trying to forget you
and remember you
at the same time.
i loved you
no matter how much harm you did me.
no matter how hot the shower is
i will never forget
the disgust i feel towards myself
no matter how loud the dreams are
i will never forget
the little girl you took away from me.
how do you describe love
to someone who only knows hate
you cant describe love with words
where hate is only known by speech.
