my fp left me

my fp has been acting super strange lately and i’m so fucking upset . they discarded me and i texted them to ask what was wrong but they haven’t even replied and now i think they’re talking shit about me to someone else. im so heartbroken

BPD POST #19

When you took all the precautions to make sure a FP would never leave, but they do.

i love running back to what broke me.

can i be a reocurring character in your dreams?

you destroyed my perception of love.

the fear of it

never coming to existence

will never leave me

i think i will keep dreaming.

i am too much in love with the moon to be a morning person.

i want to start over

but the memories dont let me.

the memory is unclear but the feelings remain.

i want to kiss you

and then cry a little.

you never said sorry.

when i realized

you werent for me

i broke my pieces

just to fit in with yours

yet you still werent for me

and i was left broken.

i dont care

if the world ends

because with you

it will start again in the morning.

searching for a word

good enough to describe my love to you

i found nothing

because no one ever loved that much.

i fall in love with you every day

again and again

and each is different

in different i mean more beautiful

with endless improvement.

how is it possible

that our pure souls

found each other

in this world full of disgrace.

when i look up the sky

i think of our future

going back home

and cuddling in peace

watching over those little lives.

i probably will never run out

of reasons to get to you.

i love you

i hope your sadness will end one day.

you know

some people

are born to give more love

than they will ever recieve.