#confussion
At length I hear nothing. I am thrown into a world Astranged of my home. Given to those who speak. Speak with themselves Speak with… at… me. Desculpa, nao fallo… Desculpa… I am locked For the first time Inside my mouth. Nao sei… no know… No… nao… no no… What? Que? Por que? Comment ca va toi? Nicht sprechen… I… Nice to meet you too. Tchau.
First Time Crowned (Fallen Passion Poem)
You were First We talked till three. Sleep hit the matronly And we feasted patiently. When I jumped You readily caught. This had been our thought The goal, quickly sought We went up, you went down My first time crowned The feeling… Remarkably un-profound. Went in to make my move You didn’t want ‘em removed Sat back, Remarkably confused.
My old friend with benefits (fwb) broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago. I’m still being happy with my boyfriend, but it seems my fwb doesn’t care. He was my old crush, I think I actually felt in love with him, but I’m not anymore. I don’t know if I am “in love” with my boyfriend, I mean… I love him, and I can tell I feel butterflies in my stomach, but now I cannot tell if I’m in love with him.
The thing is that my fwb is talking to me again, asking me to go out. He knows I’m happy with my boyfriend, and he knows I used to love him, but he is still telling me to meet in places we used to, and he is telling me I’m his only friend as he used to tell me before.
I’d never cheat on my boyfriend, but talking to him makes me feel bad because he really hurt me and I’m afraid that when my relationship ends (because my boyfriend is going to Spain for a year) or when my relationship becomes a long distance one, I don’t want to go back to him, I don’t want to go to the place I’ve been for 2 years.
