#david wojnarowicz
“If I could attach our blood vessels so we could become each other I would. If I could attach our blood vessels in order to anchor you to the earth to this present time I would. If I could open up your body and slip inside your skin and look out your eyes and forever have my lips fused with yours I would.”—David Wojnarowicz,fromSeven Miles a Second
“Don’t know if I’ll ever come to understand it. But possibly the way forward is for me to try to extend the range of creative acts to cover both images of beauty (silent disturbing beauty) and of intensity—in drawn images and in written images and in photographic images. In doing this—creating a range rather than keeping the beauty hidden as I have done within journals, head, etc.—then I can at least have the physical proof of that range, and thus no longer feel the need to explain it or prove it in conversations or apologize for not having shown the range in its entirety that I feel is contained within me. Delighting as well as shocking that angel within my forehead.”— David Wojnarowicz, In the Shadow of the American Dream: The Diaries of David Wojnarowicz(viadeep-dive)
close to the knives: a memoir of disintegration by david wojnarowicz
midsommar (2019, ari aster) // taxi driver (1976, martin scorsese) // charles bukowski, source unknown // donnie darko (2001, richard kelly) // “litany in which certain things are crossed out” from crush by richard siken // little women (2019, greta gerwig) // alameda by elliott smith // book of hours: love poems to god, written by rainer maria rilke // mr robot (2015-2019, sam esmail) // “come to me, i am beautiful” by ioanna tsatsou // last night i dreamt that somebody loved me by the smiths // “visitor” by bryan washington // twin peaks: fire walk with me (1992, david lynch) // no choir by florence + the machine // hotel room (1931) & looking out (1950) & automat (1927) & morning sun (1952), painted by edward hopper // nobody by mitski // “god is burning”, from the undressing by li-young lee // in the shadow of the american dream, written by david wojnarowicz // two days, one night (2014, luc & jean-pierre dardenne) // a little life, written by hanya yanagihara // 500 days of summer (2009, mark webb) // wrong train by the psychedelic furs // the haunting of hill house (2018, mike flanagan) // demi moore by phoebe bridgers // september 24 (2010) + witch trials (2018) + every door (2018) + percy (2018), painted by philip geiger // the notebooks of malte laurids brigge, written by rainer maria rilke // the diaries of franz kafka, written by franz kafka // a little larger than the entire universe, written by fernando pessoa // one reflection (1998) + comfort mound (1999) + slide (2000) + double single (1998), painted by clive smith
abbey by mitski
the picture of dorian grey, written by oscar wilde
talk by hozier
little women (2019), dir. greta gerwig
slow dancing in the dark by joji
close to the knives by david wojnarowicz
“planet of love” from crush by richard siken
norwegian wood, written by haruki murakami
beautiful ghosts by taylor swift
lorde’s melodrama tour interlude 1